Aug 3, 2020
i’m so tired
#i'm not one to vent here but like#this makes me so unmotivated#it makes me want to delete all of my fics from my blog#i don't want be one of those people who rely on the approval of others to be happy#but like when you comment and reblog every fic you like#and don't get the same treatment back it's kinda sad#i'm not saying i reblog and comment JUST to have other ppl do the same to my fics#i reblog what i genuinely like#and also comment#so for me it's people don't actually like my stuff?#*it's like#i'm glad for the likes but where's the feedback?#i have almost zero engagement on my blog#people almost never interact with me and i feel so alone#i think i'm going to delete everything and keep posting on ao3 like i always did#i'm going to delete this soon#i just wanted y'all to know that i'm tired#i'm very tired