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[alexstandoll]

bodybag.

“. . . it was a circus inside Monty and it's all because of Alex.”

read → part ii:  i don't think you understand the effect you have on me

[benhardypout]

𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭

Someone intrudes into their house. Little did Alex know that they're also going to invade his life... and eventually his heart.

CHAPTER ONE: THE HUMAN FUNGUS 

[alexstandoll]

bodybag.

"wanna kiss you on your cheeks but i also wanna punch your teeth..."

read → part i: i’m scared as hell to want you 

[alexstandoll]

𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭

Alex starts taking interest in his fingernails, mindlessly twiddling on it, as all the emotions rises within him, begging its way out of his mouth, translating it to three words Alex can only comprehend. "I miss you." 

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN [the final chapter]: YOUR HEART IS WHERE MINE LIES 

song: next to you by new west

[alexstandoll]

𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭

Maybe Alex really failed it this time; both of them. And that's the hard truth he had to swallow.

CHAPTER SIXTEEN: COME HERE & LEAVE ME ALONE 

song: come here and leave me alone by alexander 23

[alexstandoll]

𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭

"You showed this to me. This part of who you are, you're not so proud of. Do you know what that means?"

CHAPTER FOURTEEN: THERE’S SOMETHING I WANT TO TELL YOU 

[alexstandoll]

𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭

“I've done bad things. I've hurt people, because I was angry. Angry at the world and I wanted it to feel my wrath!" Alex is finding it harder to breathe. Monty is scaring him. Is he angry at him? He tries not to stammer; for his voice not to quiver. "You're not him anymore."

CHAPTER TWELVE: DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM? 

[alexstandoll]

𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭

Monty thinks he's about to do the most foolish idea he never dreamt of doing, or perhaps this is what they mean by 'Love makes one foolish and makes you do foolish things.' 

CHAPTER FIFTEEN: LOVE PROBLEMS [monty’s pov]