Nov 19, 2024
I think someone that follows this blog mentally connected with my mind and caught wind of me playing with the idea of deleting my writing blog and starting anew.
#rambles#bc i don’t think i mentioned it on here did i?#i just…..#deep down i don’t think majority of my followers even deserve to red what i have to write#i write primarily for myself and i share it as a courtesy for others#but i don’t like the way i’m treated#not that i’m getting treated badly#but i feel like i’m getting treated like a content creator and that really grosses me out#if you’re going to treat me like that i’d rather not feed any of you#i’ll just feed myself and the one (maybe two) people that care to read my works#it’s really odd to put a finger on exactly how i’m being treated tbh#i think verbalizing that post i recently made on that blog really so.idofied things in my mind#*solidified#what i really want is a sense of community in some way#but the truth of the matter is that most people do not care#they only care about what you have to offer#i’m trying to communicate and i’m barely getting anything in return#honestly i said this before but i really have a bad view of most of my followers#leeches is what majority of them are#ungrateful leeches#i need to answer really nice asks people sent me but i’m not in the mindset to do that right now