#- alec

[theinfernosystem]

i'm determined to do whatever it takes to get tickets to see HIM when their US farewell tour dates are announced so regina can see her favorite band at least once in person don't care bout distance or cost or shit, just wanna make sure she gets to see em. she deserves it - alec

[theinfernosystem]

i've been on and off here all day and mary's been whinin bout how she thinks we've become 'invisible' on this website. she doesn't think anyone sees our posts even tho we're usin the blog again that ain't it. our posts can be seen. i had to remind her that we ain't popular, we don't have friends. only lizzy does really. doubt anyone even noticed we were gone. and honestly, why the fuck would our followers give a shit bout what's goin on with us? now she's not talkin to me can't complain bout that today's a really bad for our system with memories and shit. there's more important things to worry bout the only reasons i've been out here today were to finish our system members' descriptions and to give lizzy a break. she's dealin with flashbacks and body memories cause of the littles who have trauma linked to this day. they're sharin the memories with her. sometimes it's just more bearable for her to deal with all that inside. gives her a break. guess it's cause she's not the one usin the body at the time. maybe the pain ain't as bad inside i haven't been on here expectin anyone to pay attention to our posts again, who the fuck cares? that ain't the reason for us bein on this website we're just another DID system blog. we purposely stay outta the spotlight we have this blog cause we wanted a place to write bout our system day to day and share shit we're interested in or rant whenever we need to. we don't have it cause we wanna be tumblr famous. fuck that - alec

[theinfernosystem]

jenny's told us before that honkin at other cars to get their attention and shut ain't really appropriate here in missouri. i say fuck that if ya decide ya wanna be on your fuckin phone textin and ya ain't paying attention to when the light turns green ya better fuckin believe i'm gonna honk at ya don't be textin and shit when ya need to be drivin. ya wanna talk on the phone? fine. shouldn't be doin that either but i ain't gonna complain bout that. but don't be lookin at your fuckin phone screen if ya ain't usin it for gps or somethin - alec

[theinfernosystem]

myrddin-emrys replied to your post “i’ve been on and off here all day and mary’s been whinin bout how she...”

I was actually wondering the other day if it was only Lizzy who generally posts stuff here nowadays. For what it's worth, I like hearing from you and Mary and other folks as well.

nah, it ain’t just her. she’s just had a lot to post bout lately

she tends to be on tumblr more than us (me, regina, mary) anyway. hopin to change that by bein on more

- alec

[theinfernosystem]

yo i'm around again. i'm puttin another episode of daredevil on for joseph before gettin the body to bed - alec

[theinfernosystem]

i usually ain't out for more than a half hour at most when i front nowadays. but i've been out for a while now today cause lizzy put season 2 of daredevil on. joseph loves the show since it's about a blind superhero. and since he can only experience the show through his hearin, i've been explainin what's goin on to him. he appreciates it and it's makin him pretty fuckin happy - alec

[theinfernosystem]

lizzy and jenny were talkin bout goin to eat at a new restaurant downtown. problem is that they mainly sell burgers and lizzy don't eat beef but i sure as hell do so lizzy suggested jenny should go with me. and jenny was jokin and tellin me she's a good date and we could make it a dinner date or somethin. and i was amused but i honestly don't think it sounds like a bad idea. i don't get to be out often and i sure as fuckin hell don't get to eat beef out here. i also don't really get a lotta chances to talk with jenny so why the fuck not yea? - alec