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[sentinelert]

Still working on it, but heres something I guess. Getting some help with an awesome christophe fan on discord, because i legit do not know what to make of him lol. (copypasted from my twitter im hella lazy)

Now theres about a few fake in-game screenshots, facebook messages and more.

But they hella look ugly just beside eachother.

[mothinashes]

zoocuu doodle from a few days ago

[dr6-14-2023]

ask and you shall receive

[jeffreyss]

i just want to say one thing that i wish people remember me with: i love misha collins more than my own existence

[anishinaababe---moved]

you know, it’s such bullshit that people say that residential schools happened so long ago and we should be over it. there are still residential school survivors here. the last school closed the same time i was born. there are still so many people who hold the memories of those who passed within them, those who remember seeing their friends go through the worst with them. all while you can’t see your family, can’t talk the way you’re used to, cant do the practices that could have brought comfort through it all.

then those kids grew up to be very hurt adults, and how on earth are you going to take care of yourself and your kid when all you knew of child-rearing was hurt and hatred? this hurts goes through our blood at this point because of how much of the horror those kids went through and how they had no choice but to carry it with them and it bled into their actions and how they view their self. you’re told your culture, your parents, your language, your blood, its dirty and bad, and that it’ll put you through all kinds of pain because it’s so awful and god hates it and will see you in hell for it. how so many of us hold those beliefs to this day. other indigenous people seeing others homeless or a drug addict or an alcoholic and calling them down even though they were given this pain the moment they were born. how are they supposed to deal with it? they can’t help their self if they think they’re as bad as we had all been taught before

it’s awful. it’s awful to have to realize they now have to identify 215 children who never got to see their family again. who was put through the worst abuse before their death. there’s so many of us who have to realize that 50 years ago, they killed our kids just for being who they are. just 50 years ago. those kids could have been grandparents now. they could have lived to now with their families and community as they shouldve. even now, theres no attention paid to indigenous kids and they end up going missing or committing suicide. this pain is there in our blood and it hurts a lot. so many kids that didnt get to see home ever again. it’s terrible. it’s a horrible thing, and the help given to our community is so piss poor.

[spamton]

He's being peer pressured

[howdyflowey]

hmm. i’m rewatching steven universe from the beginning. i know the show has it’s issues, god knows i don’t need to tell anyone that. there’s enough posts and discussions on it. it’s painful to think about, knowing this show’s bigger flaws and past issues with it’s crew. talking about it’s major flaws is always worth discussing but i can’t add to the discussion and it’ll just wear me down so i’d rather not at all. sorry to be blunt, thank you for understanding.

that said, i’ve watched it from the very start, back when i was in high school and knowing in just a month it’ll be over is.... really weird. i remember having my big first gay crush on both pearl and rose back in high school, it really felt like a gay awakening alkjdsflasdf GOD i crushed hard on rose so bad.

and i know its not a perfect analogy but i feel like i grew up alongside steven. god i was like, 17? 16? when the show first aired? its been forever. this show has meant so much to me for so many reasons, i’m sure anyone can see it’s influence on my art and writing.

i just watched “Winter Forecast” which legitimately feels like a perfect episode. god, i really love this show and its really both nostalgic and bittersweet to watch it again, imperfections and all. (if every pork chop were perfect-) the show really hits differently as a full adult and knowing how SU:F goes too. i don’t even really know how to properly describe what i’m feeling, its just like. a lot. idk. i’m going to miss this show. god, i really am. with all the long hiatuses i don’t think its ever going to feel like its gone, i’ll always feel like theres gonna be a new episode down the corner but i know there won’t be.

[prince-ofspades]

[Mi Luna] : would now bee’th a bad time for me to come over? [Mi Luna] : because I could use’th the company... (Followthcrouxls)

Sans sighed. He really wasn’t in the mood for anything Gaster was doing. Talking like nothing was wrong. Laughing like he was innocent. It was infuriating.

So when Sans’ phone suddenly buzzed in his pocket, he seriously wanted to throw it across the room. But before he could, another text came in, showing who it was. He froze, staring at the notifications. It was Rouxls…

His words made it sound like something was wrong…

He was worried.. So he shoved aside his problems for now, and texted back.

[hey. yeah you can come over.][please do actually.][i need some actually pleasant company right now…]

@followthcrouxls