i feel a bit better now and looking back it's amazing how upsetting it can be to me when something i have no control over refuses to work
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i feel a bit better now and looking back it's amazing how upsetting it can be to me when something i have no control over refuses to work
It just had to happen that in the final presentation the three animations I had decided to not exist. I get told not to “worry” but things like these are why I do so time and time again.
almost every time i'm completely exhausted i always descend into short term self loathing and every negative gets exaggerated without any real basis for it to begin and i would like to ask it to stop