hearing the way other people my age talk abt shit always feels so unreal, because theyre living such different lives its genuinely insane. i did not know house parties were a thing until this school year and bruh apparently its like a big thing n shit and one time the cops were called and whatever?? and they're all getting black out drunk on the regular and lowkey fucking each other n shit "collecting bodies" is a thing???? last week i learnt what cracking someone means. #hashtagdidnotneedtoknowthat
im not saying that i hate the way i live my life but it is just so fascinating that the regular experience for people my age is so wildly different from my own. i know im not the most social guy out there whatsoever, but the things these people get up to is just crazy to me
sorry for the rant this is just something that ive been thinking about a lot recently. i feel like im missing out, but by missing out i dont mean as in i would prefer that lifestyle over my own, just like idk i'd kinda just want more insight into what life is like for other people
what the fuck am i even talking about at this point













