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[sidekickonfire]

Sometimes an alter needs to find out shes a woman

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“Funeral” by Phoebe Bridgers, about Dick after Jason’s death (if he got to attend his funeral :/).

THIS SONG IS IN MY DICK AND JASON PLAYLIST. YEAH. Dick Grayson guilt complex you will always be famous

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Cop Car by Mitski as a Jaybin song. Final verse about red hood.

I SAW A TIKTOK EDIT OF JAYBIN TO THIS SONG. AOUGHAGH HEAD IN MY HANDS. YEAH. YEAH. my poor baby he just misses his family and his happiness and all the love so much and he can never get it back..... explodes

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“Playing God” by Paramore but Jason is saying it to Bruce

YES. YES. YES. YES. YES. YES. YES. ARGH. THIS PART SPECIFICALLY

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I think Crack Baby by Mitski is spiritually about Catherine Todd. And the feelings she brings up in Jason about love and security that can never come back. I think Mitski was really out of pocket for that title. Nonetheless it is One of The Songs ever written.

Down empty streets sniffing glue, me and you

Blank open eyes watch the moon flower bloom

It's been a long, hard 20 year summer vacation

All these 20 years tryna fill the void

Crack baby, you don't know what you want

But you know that you had it once

And you know that you want it back

Crack baby, you don't know what you want

But you know that you're needing it

And you know that you need it bad

With wild horses running through your hollow bones

Wild horses running through your hollow bones

Went to your room thinking maybe you'll feel something

But all I saw was your burning body waiting

All these 20 years on a vacation

Ohh you want me dead. you want me dead and gone and buried i see. jesus christ

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Big fan of Red Hood, the boy Dick believes he failed, being the only one not mystified by Nightwing.

Big fan of Nightwing, the brother Jason never had, being the only one who has faith in Red Hood.

Big fan of their unexplored potential. Their what-ifs HAUNT me. They're brothers. They're not brothers. They don't love eachother. They might have loved eachother. They will never see eye to eye. They share a father. They don't share a father anymore. One flew where the other had his wings yanked off. One has Batman's greatest success where the other is his greatest failure. One is Bruce Wayne's greatest love, where the other was his greatest joy.

YOU UNDERSTAND. ANON YOU UNDERSTAND. HEAD IN MY HANDS TEARS IN MY EYES FALLING TO MY KNEES ON THE FLOOR. EXACTLY

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oh my god my lumbar hurts so fucking much im going to die