Jul 7
Isn’t it a little fucked up? A little fucked up how even while I’m regressed I feel uncomfortable around you? Like I feel like I shouldnt let this extra vulnerable part of me be exposed to you? Isnt that fucked?
#-Beast#but noooooooooo she’s trying :) she’s been trying so hard and literally has only made me uncomfortable like Once in the span of what a month#? maybe even two? why cant you just let it go why are you so cruel#-Nemo#and your wonderful papa isnt all that safe either. like sure you can let your guard down when he’s his joyful#calm self but the moment he gets irritated you know you just. go away.#honestly ive been getting that feeling again. that feeling you REALLY hate. because its scary. its scary to think that the one safe person#in your life MAY be part of the problem actually. like i mean fuck. YOU’RE scared because that means you have noone and IM even icked out#by the feeling. if only because it feels like in some way saying mother’s right about him. feels like falling for her manipulation#-Beast.#you know it IS probably just that we’re ALL quite fucked up and all fuck each other up because thats how humans work in stressful situations#ie everyone’s at fault in a way but I know thats hard to process. and doesnt exactly make this feel better#-Void