#-dk

[companionwolf]

you can't wake up

this is not a dream

you're part of a machine

you are not a human being

(i think there's a flaw in my code)

[companionwolf]

lady grey, peppermint, teacup, darjeeling

lady grey: favourite outfit?

don't have one. - DK

We have. This is stupid. We have shirts that look like mine from the inside and I like wearing those. It ... doesn't actually make me feel any better. It makes me feel worse. I have a lot of ... dysmorphia about our body. - GN

peppermint: fave holiday and why?

i like halloween. and passover. no reason. just like :] - DK

Uhh, maybe Halloween also? I know I HATE Christmas. Jewish holidays are nice. It feels good to connect to our heritage. - GN

teacup: last tea party?

very funny. - DK

I don't think we've ever HAD a tea party... - GN

darjeeling: a hobby?

i want to gamedev. - DK

Uh, I don't really have any. I exist but I am not alive. Or whatever it was. I'd like to paint. I'd like to do woodworking. Woodcarving? Hand held stuff with wood. - GN

[companionwolf]

bubble and turkish teas, please? :>

turkish tea: where have you travelled?

nowhere. - DK

If you're asking about Before, which I know wasn't...real but is important to me anyway, across the states. Potentially across the world? They're filler, and vague, things I 'remember' from Before. But the former is definitely right.

In reality, not anywhere. - GN

bubble tea: what ride would you pick at an amusement park?

hall of mirrors. 'DK that's not a ride' shut. - DK

I think I'd rather eat something. If I have to pick...something slower paced. - GN

[companionwolf]

wetware and hardware. i am both.

i like the cortical stack dreams.

i do not like when they turn into 'stuck in simluspace at the hands of a cruel central' dreams.

but we have learned. when they turn into those dreams. eject the stack and then die. you will wake up as the new instance.

which isn't how it really works. but it's a way to escape.

[companionwolf]

am not kin or anything. but human isn't right either. conduit is. someone thinks that and everything else about me is 'trauma'. they are. probably right. :[

[companionwolf]

what do i like.

cyberpunk. AI. simulations. not as big on brain uploads-- they can be ok sometimes. soma. philosophical things. eclipse phase is kind of cool too. sci fi.

ok. where do i find content. that caters to ME. how do I MAKE content.

[companionwolf]

too little content that appeals to me. where is it. do i have to make it. >:[