#-jordan

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I always feel so selfish.

Everything I do is self preservation.

I only look out for myself,

I only trust myself.

But it’s selfish.

How do I change,

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Once I find someone, once I find someone who cares, who loves us, it’s gonna be okay.

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I am in so much pain.

What.

The.

Fuck.

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Someday we'll both be older

I wonder if we'll be together looking back on the past

But I don't care if I don't live to see another day oh

I love you in the worst way

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I hope I bleed out and die.

I don’t deserve this.

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Guesss whooossss high and dizzy stilll

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I don’t feel real.