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[thespiderswebcave]

hiii how is everybug!!

[hazy-daydreamz]

I LOVE SYSTEM HCS

heh,,,,gimme ur hcs I'd love to see them,,,, I'll start

X!!!!!! It's practically canon like how is he NOT a system js watch the plusman ep,,,

[hazy-daydreamz]

vent???

being crowded in school is osoososososos stessful i want everyone to SHUT IT!!!!

[lelcht]

-LL

Abílio, Vitor, Deny

[tswatch]

So I have a bunch of medication here and I really want everything to end. There's no point to life anymore, I'm just done.-LL

’m sorry you’re going through this right now. Why do you want to kill yourself, if you don’t mind me asking? I know this may seem like a silly, pointless question, but everyone has different reasons for the way they feel. If you want to talk about what’s going on in your life right now that is making you feel this way, we are here to listen!

Can you do me a favor? Can you get a piece of paper? Then can you write down all of the people you love and care about? Then write down all of your favorite hobbies. Then write down all of your dreams and goals. Then write down all of the things you want to do in life. Then write down places you want to visit and people you want to meet. Then write down your favorite food. Your favorite music. Your favorite flower. Your favorite season. Your favorite animal.

See all of these things? These are all things you will miss out on if you kill yourself. These are all reasons you should keep living. Please don’t give up hope, love. As long as you are alive, there is hope. As long as you are alive, things can get better!

You don’t have to fight this battle on your own, love. What you’re going through is treatable with therapy, medication, and support from professionals and loved ones. So please, put down that medication, call someone that loves you, and reach out for the help you need and deserve!

❤️ Jen

[tswatch]

Personally I dont have much of a suicide plan. At best, I only have a plan, being if things dont improve enough for me to be happy by the time I'm 21 (or whenever I'm able to move out on my own). So, its three years ahead at least, if we figure at 18. I'm 15. so I dont think its worth mentioning, I dont even have a date set, just only years. I cant tell if its worth mentioning or not.-LL

Hi love,

Any thought of suicide is worth mentioning, even if you don't have a set plan or the plan is years away. Things like this can get bad very very fast. It's better to get help for it now then wait until it's too late. Think about it this way: if your friend had a suicide plan, even if it was a vague plan and was years away, you'd want them to get help now, right? Therefore you should do the same for yourself! If you had cancer or any other illness, you wouldn't wait to get help for it, right? You'd get help at the very first signs. Why is depression / suicidal thoughts / mental illness any different?

<3 Jen