This System is scrambled
More and more underlying anger. I would have to agree, the issues we're having is frustrating. But to the point of pure rage and crying from the overflow? The System, when alone at night, becomes quite docile. We don't talk. We sit quietly and do whatever we want. We crochet, pick up a video game, or turn over things in our head. The main issue that causes the anger is the fact that we are having problems distinguishing who is Out. It becomes a mixture. And answering the question "Who's Out?" posed by our Partner on a regular basis becomes impossible. The answer "I don't know." Does not suffice. They merely ask it again later. It brings on more frustration, because no matter how hard the System tries, none of them can say for sure who is out at that time. It's like we're all blending together, and when blended together, there is no answer to that question. Even responding with "A mixture" brings frustration, because we know we'll get that damn question again. Often, the blending leads on to happen during the day. That is even more frustrating, because our Partner is home. We try to remain separate, but now.. I wish we had a break. A break where we could shut down completely for three days and try to solve all the issues. This is long, turning into a rant by multiple people. I'm sorry. I'm not. Hey, I wanna talk about the déjà vu. That seriously freaks us out. It scares us to the point of crying and dissociating heavily. Grounding ourselves with the statement of today's date, time and where we are does not work. We've seen these events happening in our dreams. It's not funny, or fair. It scares us. I don't know why. -Wren/Sayra I have no answer for that, dears. I cannot bring a possibility that would calm the panic attack it causes. Perhaps our followers would have advice, though I doubt they read these text posts. However, this System needs to understand that the Partner System asks who is out to maintain a status. How to refer to us. Which pronouns to use. Which name to use. It is called respect. Something we seem to be unfamiliar with. That's kinda harsh, Seabell. -Sam I have watched for many days. We do not carry the same respect for their System as they do for us. It is unfair to them. Yes, our people skills are limited. Fine. But we need to respect them. -Seabell.