#-spade

[companionwolf]

I guess I'm not...really what they'd call a "persecutor". I don't hurt others in system, at least. I tend to end up on the receiving end, actually. It's just that I align more with the other higherups than not and many of us are 'persecutory'. (We don't use the word persecutor here. Maladaptive is what others in system use when discussing in therapy, or just other words, like the higherup related ones we have or etc. Our system rarely uses roles at all. )

[companionwolf]

'Persecutors' are not bad. They are hurt. They are you. Maybe parts like me aren't ''good''...but we aren't evil. We aren't worthless. Our opinions matter. We are invaluable to our systems. We do not deserve to die, disappear, or be exterminated. We deserve healing and recovery, and chances at those, as many times as we need. Please be kind okay?

[companionwolf]

NONE OF US

WERE EVER TOLD

THE HORRID TOLL

THAT THIS WOULD TAKE

[companionwolf]

BUT MY MEMORY'S HAZY

GONE WITH THE TIME

I DONT KNOW HOW WE GOT HERE

WHO DID IT

OR WHY

[companionwolf]

Love feeling othered in spaces meant for people like me. (Sarcasm.)

[companionwolf]

We see the T in a week? Have to talk about what happened with Doge/D3, and the whole Cobalt-R situation...and make sure we do any outstanding therapy homework. Can't remember if we have any that we were supposed to do.

[companionwolf]

Sometimes that’s just the way it goes

There’s always another year I suppose

Sometimes that's just the way it goes

Just got to tell myself

It's only one more year

(You’ll be here until you die cause)

(Like it or not we’re

All that you’ve got now)

(Like it or not we’re

All that you’ve got here)