Jul 24
Maybe I just still don't know how to be a good friend.
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Maybe I just still don't know how to be a good friend.
Recognizing you are wrapped up in some mental bs should allow you to exit said bs. But no. It has been so goddamn long, this only serves to hurt me, pls you goddamn mess of synapses and chemicals, release us.
Sinking chest feeling shouldn't be able to happen while on the clock, that is an at home uncomfortable feeling tied to *unnamed emotion*. Potential work feelings should be limited to rage, "ew", and annoyance if blank indifference is currently unavailable.
Reminding myself we will see if cutting my tongue out, pulling my teeth out, exploding into ash etc etc is still on the table after 7 hours of sleep.
Wish me luck I don't continue to have fucking problems with ppl today.
Am I feeling lonely and put out rn or did I just sleep 5 hours.
Sitting here with a headache for 2 hours because I forgot I can take something for normal headaches.