#.. flash

[indisposedmiracle]

Somone asked but I shall not answer them directly. Being roofied comes with a sudden muscle relaxation, noises fading and blurring into mush in the background but no focal noise, nonsense. A heavy dread in your chest but a lightness of body, your abusers hands even feel distant but pronounced if you know they are doing it to you again. Great nausea waves over you but each time the vomit comes up your throat, it clogs. Drooling, slurring words as though otherly intoxicated, unable to think straight. Then out, like a light.

Depending on the strength of the roofie, your body will remember the hours after but your mind will black out the middle. What he does to you becomes foggy, did it even happen at all?

[indisposedmiracle]

There is a boyhood we share, yes? He would not have created us so akin if we were not to also share experiences that web beneath our shared skin. It terrifies me. I had never been so innocent before, neither had you. What is there to gain from a false childhood? Kinship you have already wrought in my soul, or perhaps an authencity to the fondness you hold for me.

It is all fake, yet those moments feel so real. Could someone guide me out but you? They do not see the noose you tie around my neck but I cannot speak out anymore. My voice cracks, we are boys again. What are we?

[indisposedmiracle]

Tw for religious delusion & (auto) necro, gore, incest, rape, etc.

Unhuman alters in an adult (22) system, traumabonded.

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