the tutor's actually really nice and competent and understanding, she took me aside and bought me hot chocolate and asked me about why i was having troubles and arguing and stuff and what she could do to make the course better for me and so on
i mean i don't think there's anything that can be done, but i'll think about it
if things don't get better in a coupla weeks i'll run the idea of going full bastard past tam and then just hang out drinking v and rum for breakfast and wearing cool coats and hopefully finish my book before i starve








