#... js sayin

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"I promise I won't offend a whole subsection of a fandom" I say as I hold a Google doc of callouts to each section of simps (NOT FANS) and any problematic sections.

Anyway this is your daily reminder that not everything is meant to satisfy every single person on Tumblr

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I'm sorry for who I became when Roxas was an asshole (my friends already know how that was)

Roxas is genuinely such a shy character, the way he acts is in between a player and someone who just doesn't know how to act.

His anxiety and what seems like imposter syndrome is so interesting to look at from an analyst perspective because I can kinda see where most people would expect his character to go from here which is this;

Roxas gets help to better himself as a person, and openly communicates to Sunny instead of love bombing her and dropping absolute bombshells of vulnerability onto her.

He opens up to Monty and Moonie more, showing how desperately he wants things to work between him and Sunny

And overall he becomes the type of man to get on his knees and warship the ground his girl walks on

Though it's likely gonna take longer than that and more willingness from him to change these patterns he's in.

All this to say, I really need Roxas to get vulnerable with Sunny and realize how willing she is to help him carry that burden (and warship her.... /silly)

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Friendly reminder that it's okay to be disappointed, however it is NOT okay to harass/threaten people.

As a fandom I know y'all are old enough to grasp this shit, some of y'all are even adults and it's sad that as a teenager myself I need to help remind you of that.

I'm disappointed Lunar didn't get the show too! I mean it sounds like a healthy way to close off the arc.

That doesn't mean I'm going to wish ill on literal STRANGERS.

Sunny and Moony deserve this, they get more than enough screen time to warrant the show and all we should worry about is the fact that hey! We get more fem protagonists!

Lunar simps, did you forget that Luna exists. A fem Lunar literally exists and y'all are still pressed💀💀💀

Get over yourselves

Stay silly!! See you the next time I feel like posting!!

[xxastreascornerxx]

Guys I need Puppet and Eclipse fluff rn, if not fluff comfort will do because these dudes need it and seem like the only two that get each other rn and they need to get thru the grieving process

If someone doesn't write it I will:3

Anygays! Happy doomscrolling!

[xxastreascornerxx]

Gang y'all don't even KNOW

[xxastreascornerxx]

Okay so apparently 6am Astrea isn't funny to die hard Nexus fans so here's the deal, I'm a Character Analyst who looks deep into character moral code and I certainly did not care to do that for Nexus because fun fact! Being awake at 6am with a raging upper respiratory infection doesn't make you super smart

Here are some arguments I've heard that I'm going to set the record straight on right now.

"This is immature!!"

Yes, I'm 16 a literal minor. Do you have a problem with that?

"I don't use tinder, I'm a minor!"

Good for you, I was referencing KC and also the horrors of online dating (friends can confirm) while pushing it onto a group of people who goon over villians

"Not a Nexus simp but a fan"

Okay, this isn't about you. If you feel targeted by it then maybe you should self reflect instead of being a keyboard warrior towards a chronically ill teen

"Jokes are supposed to be funny"

And reposts are just giving me more engagement, of y'all read through my blog you'd see that I am the flavor of autism that people align with "morally gray" or monotone. I cannot convey jokes through text so if it's not funny to you bring it up with whatever creator of us you believe in

"My parents love me"

Cool! I was talking about a friend whose parents don't! Not everyone has a great relationship with their parents, and not to mention 6am Astrea was literally trying to convey "touch grass, you gooners" while half asleep while sick. Also not to mention, this was me trying to joke that simps need some outside love or that they may not get it.

Again, if you don't like me, there's a block button.

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"You don't look like you've been abused"

Oh! So you WANT me to go into public and anytime anyone older than me gets near me to have a fucking breakdown? You WANT me to run away from places I know my stalker frequents? You WANT me to delete all socials and hide from the other 3 stalkers I have?

You WANT me to go from laughing to fucking manic? God do I have to hide at home to LOOK like I'm abused— hell I can't even stay home because the abuse is there too but I don't look abused!! I just flinch at every loud noise, have to wear headphones in public spaces, can't go near anyone over 18 because they horrify me, can't go into certain states in fear that I'll be jumped or kidnapped, I can't join calls without feeling like I owe people things, I beg to be abused and find people who will do it because I can't love myself, I can't speak without degrading myself or hypersexualizing my 16 year old body, I have people in my brain to hide everything traumatizing and comfort me. But no. I can't be abused because I look happy.

[xxastreascornerxx]

Now this could just be the childhood trauma talking

But I hate the people closest to me

I mean— you would too if you were me. Constantly calculating everything they do, taking every pattern as it is, seeing the red flags before the green, constantly overthinking if they'd even cry if you were gone.

The fear that one day they'll leave you too and you'll be left with the shards of the broken love you gave to them.

Honestly I wonder what people think when they say they love me, if they're just going about life as usual or if they have that soft feeling in their chest like a mother and her baby.