Apr 26, 2023
i dont know if ill survive getting to the end of mo paths are bound.. im almost halfway and i have no clue where ill go when there isnt a next chapther
#im holding on by a tread and that tread is currently this fic#..... i uh. didnt have any antidepressants for a few days due to pharmacy stock issues#and it hit and i dont know how i couldve dealt with it in any other way then completly just. reading#ive been reading this fic for several days#and if nothing else ive been wlking and feeding the dog#not... yeah okay i think ill need to reread it several times#but like processing the lack of emotions emotionally#dealing with the apathy and all that#no paths are bound#xie lian is sometimes what you need to keep going in life you knoe#also it IS visible that the autour loves mu qing especially right now and im. here for it in an emotionally consitpated way#yeah its the xianle trio flashback part weee. chapther 66#the butterfly man dreams are. a touch i think its kinda hilarious but yes! youll meet him soon#and like. its so fucked up they really need to tlk this out#and i know they dont but damn i want them to#im back in I just want you to have some very serious conversations where all of you actually understand eachother and#and#.... ah
