#...fuck me

[chopper-base]

Welp. Went to a comic con. Had fun. It was great. Started talking to a star wars cosplayer and some-fuckin-how, we ended up talking about fanfics. Turns out THEY HAVE READ SOME OF MY SHIT ON AO3 AND I JUST ABOUT DIED ON THE SPOT-

FUCK

[clenastia]

Today in: I’ve been referred to a cardiovascular surgeon to discuss my ‘options’.

...the word “surgeon” in there makes me think my options are uh... surgery, or uh... death.

Or just general misery for the rest of my life.

either or.

Once I meet with the dr and get it all properly figured out, I may have to put everything on hiatus.

if it DOES require surgery I’ve already been informed that it will be brutal and traumatic and that I’ll need SO MUCH RECOVERY.

so uh.

yeah.

keep an eye out I guess

[kpoplovinfool]

I have, what I think most people, would call nightmares. I normally don’t mind them. On occasion I have a bad one. One where I wake up with my heart pounding or where I’m just terrified. And I know I’ll slip back into it when I try to sleep again. And I don’t want to.... fuck this nightmare. The only amount of good was seeing Teukie and Cheollie but even that can’t help when they’ve been put in the same situation as I was. I don’t know how I transitioned from one dream to another but I preferred what I was seeing before. Like my ex, even though I think he was with someone else.

.........fuck me

[annaofaza]

[cpt-tightpants]

I have maxed out both my queue and the TGS queue. I don’t really know what to do with stuff now. Just like it and try to remember to come back later?

[felldragon-png]

Im jealous of peolenwho get to dye their hair what they want. I'd love to have the hair I want of the color I want.

[indecisionism]

Take a shot every time you accidentally alienate your family and likely permanently ruin your relationship with your parents forever