Jun 26
exists in I just cried at a concert because I ended up opening up about something
And I may be getting physio therapy
#talk about awkward#I uh.#Yeah.#I cried because my legs barely fucking work and I'm forced to deal with it#...#And how it's not sustainable..#And I don't care that you're looking for answers I need to be able to live#...So uh. Yeah.#Maybe sometime in the near 20 years I'll be able to get a mobility aid#Cause uh.#I don't think this is normal guys#This started because I had to sit half the concert because I legitimately couldn't stand#And how my ankles are so bad I genuinely can't stand without leaning on walls#That's why I wear converse. Because the high sides. Uhm. Are the only things keeping me standing...#Heh....#The crying wasn't intentional my face just does that#I was perfectly fine#Anyways#Talked about how I probably definitely have carpal tunnel. And probably arthritis#And I did nearly collapse multiple times#And was learning on my mam's shoulder (she's like 5'1) because I couldn't stand with all my weight on both legs#And uh#Yeah