#...well now

[aerinzephyr]

I need to register for my classes on Thursday and I'm starting to panic.

If anyone's reading this, be prepared as I bore you with my idiocy and inadequate intelligence...

I know two classes I need, but I have no idea what else to take and I'm just internally freaking out because if I tell anyone in my family they'll just give me that look that screams, 'why were you born in this family you bring nothing but shame'.

And for those reading (if there are any readers), please don't tell me that it's all in my head. My brother shook his head at me a few days ago after an incident I'd rather not recall in full.

He knows how I am and yet does nothing to help, just like the rest of my family who wants to believe there's no one with "problems" in this family and refuse to accept that I may suffer from some sort of anxiety disorder.

So now I'm scared to go get tested because someone in my family will find out and then confrontations will happen and I'll be a sobbing/wailing mess and everyone will treat me differently.

Joy.

[rocketheir-blog]

Silver/Giovanni!

Hello BITCH, welcome to Silver's rage mode. Take a FUCKING SEAT, because you're going to be here a while.

FIRSTLY, how dare you. Really now, HOW. DARE. YOU. Clearly you are saying this only because you KNOW I think it is disgusting beyond means and you think it's fun to annoy me like everyone else does. I don't mind being annoyed, I reaaaaaaally don't. BUT YOU KNOW, This is different. I hate it with a passion and you're a dumbfuck for bringing this Silver on.

Anywho, Giovanni. How about NO? Lostandfound makes zero shitsense whatsoever! Giovanni is a business man and is constantly on business and therefore would never be around long enough to do such horrible and demeaning things to his son. Did you ever think of that? PROBABLY NOT.

Harmoniashipping, yea, I can see. Not because Ginny messed with my head, but also because Ghetsis is naturally fucked up in the head and really seems like the person to do such a thing to N seeing how he DID SAY he had locked N in a room all day long.

Loastandfound, again, FUCK NO. Because, you see anon, Giovanni is actually pretty damn smart. He leads an organization that has been around for HOW LONG NOW? YEA.

He has no time for Silver; he never would do something like that in the first place; AND YOU NEED TO JUST FUCK OFF AND PLAY ANOTHER GAME BECAUSE THIS ONE IS NOW INVALID.