May 9, 2025
why does my birthgiver move like a opp??
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why does my birthgiver move like a opp??
Trying to focus on the fact that progress is being made no matter what. Even if I feel unfathomable rage and sick just seeing the problem person somewhere in a reblog chain.
Day 5 - another 3 hours sleep, brain is clearly broken. Someone drive me round like a child in a carseat so I can fall asleep. Did something crazy for the autistic kid and took myself for coffee. Hung out with my two favourite children spawns, stole their hat. I need to sleep for three years.
Day 4 - yeah this was an entirely shit today. Todays only achievement was crying until I blacked out because I can't seem to sleep longer than 2 hours a night. Oh and reorganising my Spotify playlists.
Day 3 - Really nothing of note. Pretty awful emotionally. Felt like shit. Only managed to sleep for two hours. Soul hurts. Took a shower. Wrote some more. Went to work. Now I just can't wait to get into a warm bed and have a little cry. Need to find a healthier way to deal with tomorrow.
Day 2 - I didn't cry today. Wrote some more. Ate some food. Hung out with a little chicken nugget. Went back to work. Finally picked up a book again. Kinda progress I guess.
Day 1- sucked balls. But I got a new journal. Got some coffee. Tried to write all this shit out, but I won't lie, I just cried alot. Now to survive day 2.
When it's day two of no one talking to me and all I want to do is slit my wrist and guilt everyone who's ignoring me