Sep 18, 2025
lying down with "nothing to do" for the first time today (i still have to do my dishes), and it's past my bedtime so i need to go to sleep. i wanted to be on my phone, i wanted to watch shows but i don't think i'd have had the focus for that. i am exhausted and this was such an intense week on the job perspective. from what i remember i spent tuesday crying from burnout, then got suddenly sick and nearly threw up. wednesday was good, but i did go out to study for a bit. and today was just appointment after appointment after appointment with barely 1 hour to make it back home and then to the next one in between...