#01.02.14

[anythingexcepthopeless]

I'm definitely not complaining but how tf did my family not put two and two together and realize I was drunk last night what

[kohaku-x]

Yet another November where everything comes to an end. First it was the 23rd of November, now this year it's the 13th of November.

Yet again I lose not only a lover, but a best friend and one of the most important people in my life. Though instead of relief, this time all I feel is sad, weak and pathetic.

It feels like only a day ago you were close by my side and now, who knows if I'll ever get to talk to you again. My heart won't stop aching. And despite what everyone has said to me, I can't help but miss you so much. You've done so much for me and yet again, all I do is make your life harder. I am sorry I am the one that pushed you away, only to realise how much I regret it. I am sorry for all the things I put you through and all the sadness you had to burden because of me. I am sorry for everything.

It might not mean much now, but I still care about you so much. Despite everything, I hope that maybe there's a reason for why this happened and we both come out stronger from this. I wish the best for you bub and hope everything works out for the best.

[flowerylarry]

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[sal-dynasty]

January 2, 2014 - Thursday

It feels so weird typing 2014 instead of 2013... I wonder how long it'll take me to get "2014" down HMMM ??!

[cyberflirt]

i feel so alone at times idk. the thoughts are coming back. i actually expected 2014 to be better. i was wrong. people i cared about left. i mean their lost right