#01102022

[senli-yolculuk]

Evlat kokusu, cennet kokusuymuş 💙

Hoşgeldin canparem, pamuğum 🌸 011022

[wasistunendlichkeit]

My fear does look an awful lot like loss. I want to keep, keep, keep. I am endlessly scared of forgetting everything that ever meant something to me. You’ve once made a monster out of me and I am scared that I’ll be tempted to feed it again one day. Except the clawing fear only says one thing: You have once become so numb you could not remember anything. I have once been so numb I still can’t recall years of my life. I am scared that if I do not hold onto every little meaningful emotion, moment, memory, I will lose it all again.

If I am stitching every feeling under my skin, it cannot escape me. I will remember. There is no way I will lose myself again. I have to believe it.

[nichroous]

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