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Light overnight snow; and not quite 6AM blue-hues❄️
kitchen counters & the bedroom's darkest corner / bruised knuckles & eyes squeezed shut / reaching hands & opened doors /// even so, it's not as scary when you know you're not trying alone
sloane ┆ 30+ ┆ they/them
┆reading: a knight of the seven kingdoms trilogy by rr martin; a game of thrones also by martin (reread) ┆watching: the pitt, house of the dragon, the americans (rewatch) ┆listening: kneecap, nation of language, afi, idles, nick cave & the bad seeds
┆consistently posting about ... poetry, peaky blinders, history, black sails, interview with the vampire, art, cillian murphy, er, mr. robot, david lynch & his work, pluribus, true detective, Gothic lit & themes, band of brothers, succession, the borgias, cats, the pitt, twin peaks, hannibal, severance, turn, m*a*s*h, the bear, justified, a knight of the seven kingdoms, the x-files, house of the dragon
┆what awaits beyond infinity?
it’s over again like how it usually goes and i hate you again like i usually do. i’m not choosing between you and me because you shouldn’t have even been a choice in the first place and because not one time have i ever been one to you. i can’t even look at you but you’re all i think about. you’re not even there consciously anymore. if im in line at mcdonald’s ordering a happy meal you’re there with me in my head. i know this because i feel a certain way when i think about you (sick to my stomach) and ive felt like throwing up for years. you make me the most miserable girl on this side of the mississippi and i hate you.