#02282014

[intra-in-somnis]

First lacrosse picture.

[seekingperfektion-blog]

Another week without noteworthy acts of kindness, although there were some unsuccessful attempts LOL  I continued to search for some scrapbook paper that a friend of mine wants.  I also tried to get some donuts to surprise a different friend but these particular donuts are only made occasionally and only on the weekends (we work together and only see each other during the work week).  Oh well.

I *did* treat my sister and nephews to Smashburger, although I'm not sure that should count since I definitely benefited from that outing!

[p0kz]

Watching Frozen

"Do you wanna build a snowman?" 🎶⛄️ – View on Path.

[dilly-dally-ing]

Dear Diary,

February 28, 2014 / 11:00 am

At exactly 3am of February 27, I woke up from a very realistic dream. It's soooo realistic that I cried till I fall asleep again. What's the dream about?

It's about WGMjr. Yes, after decades of not dreaming about him. And I don't even thought of him that night before going to sleep. So why? Well, here's what happened: I think the setting is like a camp and we are in a closed hall with everyone from the church. We are in a circle time but everyone's just doing their own business. Chatting, playing the guitar, singing and etc. And then one of our church mates said to me across the room, "Hey Mhe, you love W*** right?" All the people were staring at me and even him!! That's when W*** spoke, "What's wrong about that?" And the people are like staring at us saying, "Oooooohhhh!~"

Next setting, I was in the church by a very large window. Then I saw W*** going down the bus/MRT or whatever that is. I went to the Comfort room by then but when I got back, He surprised me. It's like a new setting again with a very long banner scrolled up by the ceiling and W*** is beside the banner. Also, our friends from the church were also there so what's going to happen? That's when the banner rolled down and blessed my eyes with the words written on them:

"And I love you too, Mhe. Will you be mine?"

I was speechless and bursting into tears. I ran and hugged him so tight while saying all my deepest feelings for him through years. And darn, I woke up. -__- *sigh* Think about what could have happen after the embrace, think about the supposed to be kiss we will share. Oh, I am so frustrated that's why I cried. But whenever I had a dream of him, why is it always cut from the good part? Is it a bad omen or I'm just thinking too much? And I'm not even so sure of his feelings for me! 

Lord, why am I having these dreams of him? Are you planning something good between us? I don't want to hang on to something I don't even know would truly happen but I entrust all of these worries to You.