#03.25.14

[marvelnarry]

[gayuri]

i wish i could translate to english everything i originally wrote as a caption to this picture, but i'm still so high that i don't think i could get my shit together right now

the happiest and most emotional moment of my life so far

i wish i could tell y'all the whole story and how this encounter was way more than just this picture, but like i said, i don't think i could do it right now

[hsoneandonly-blog]

LISTEN

HIS PHONE CASE MATCHES HIS BACKPACK

AND HIS SOCKS MATCHES HIS BEANIE

I AM SO UPSET

[kclittlethoughts]

Here's to the girl with a painful crush. It has been months since I heard from others about how you're feeling towards this guy we both know. And it has only been weeks since I heard it coming from you. The first thing I thought of is that: "I feel you girl" (This was your comment to what ever I said before, and now I am citing it. :) ) Although both of us are not in the same situation, I get the gist of how you feel. And from what I can see, it is indeed painful. I had that too you know. Although it does not seem like it now, I too had that painful ache in me. But that was before. I used to believe in destiny, that people actually are meant for someone. But as I grew I realized that it's complicated. Too complicated to even be real. But let's say it is real and that there really is someone out there meant for you, do you think he is the one? I know that it is too early to tell and that we're too young to know about it but we can't avoid thinking of things that way right? I know somehow that you feel as if he really is the one. I felt sad about how things were going with the guy I used to like. And I know that you feel that too now. What I had and what you are having now are two different cases but are almost similar. Somehow it's ironic, isn't it? I know that we are not the only ones who feel (or felt, in my case) that way. Others have that kind of pain too, maybe even worse than yours or mine. But that does not mean that what you're having or what I had do not matter. I see that you're dealing with it on a daily basis as I have before. Mine was a long term one sided feeling. (Before it wasn't. But who cares about that now right?). With that, I do not know what to say. You can't help but see this person everyday cause you are, let's say, friends with him. And I think that's okay. I say that it's okay because it has to be. Because you have no choice. More likely, you have no control when you see him or when he sees you. So what should you do then? To fight for how you feel or flight from the pain you're having is what you should decide upon. Now let's look at the pain's source. It's him and her, the girl who clings to him whenever possible. But let's not talk about her, shall we? Let's talk about this guy instead. You like him. (Or is it more than that?) And it hurts you when you see him and her hanging out. But that's okay. Again, because it should be. But it cannot be just nothing to you right? And although this seems to self-righteous sounding, I know that it saddens you. He makes your day happy and gives you such butterflies in your stomach but maybe, just maybe, that's all there is for you. Now, take time to ask yourself. Is it worth the pain you're feeling? Is he worth the tears you're crying? Before, I thought yes. Because I had hope.I hoped for something although I somehow knew it won't happen (is that possible?) Well, it didn't happen the way I hoped it would but it's okay. Although I do not know whether you'll continue liking him or not, you will be okay. Trust me. Things will be better. And so will you because it made me better in some ways. No one can tell when it will all end. When will the pain you're having will subside. But all I know is that you deserve someone better. Maybe it's not now and maybe he's not the guy. And I do not know if I even have the right to say this (because we're just of the same age and that I have not much experience on this) but: stay strong :) It's up to you whether you'll hold on or let go of your feelings, but have a little faith and you'll be okay. Lastly, I hope your heart will find its way to end the pain you're having. That whatever is happening now will make you better in the future. Maybe, you'll just have to keep moving forward and maybe someday you'll unexpectedly find someone you'll be with for a lifetime. It's too early to tell but as of now, stay strong. You're actually stronger than you think you are. :) Take care always, KC Part of me feels as if this is meant to my past self too. Haha oh well. I'm okay now so no worries. :)

[ricaaadiculous]

The hell I care. Joke.

Guys, edi ayon ang ganda ng pasok ko kanina, forever nagmamadali. And last day na din kase, tas nakita ko sya white house :(

Akala ko nong una wala na ako pake, joke lang pala ang lahat. Pota ang laking sh*t ng nararamdaman ko. Nagke care ako oo pero ayokong nakikita ko sya never again.

Kaya ayown, nasira araw ko :( sabay nag flashback lahat. Iyaak.