favorite kin memory? maybe one from each of your kintypes or timelines, or maybe a top 5 or 10. If you have the time, of course!
hiya!! thank you for asking :)
i was going to make this a top 5 but i kinda went a little over– oops 💀
anyways, in no particular order:
Rouxls:
taking Lancer to a theme park with Queen, he went on the carousel i don't know how many times–
sitting outside on my own in castle town while it rained. someone was having a party or something in the castle and i wanted some space; i could still hear music and people talking in the distance, it was peaceful :)
Mettaton
pretty much any time i got to hang out with Papyrus, i remember messing around on a bridge together in the summer, hanging off the railings and chasing each other back and forth like kids– i think one of us fell in the river.
also we would routinely sit under a blanket on the sofa and binge tv shows together, we'd make it maybe a few episodes in before i'd fall asleep.
Barracuda
i think a lot of people disliked me to some extent, admittedly i was kind of a dick sometimes, and i spent a lot of time alone or with Rave at home. Blixer, Lycan and the Heroes would try their best to include me in things, they'd pretend to be my "enemies" so i would have to "fight" them; it was quite sweet, really. i'm not sure if i ever told them how much i appreciated that.
i also remember listening to music with Rave, we just layed on the floor for hours. they got so excited to show me their favourite songs, it was adorable :)
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meeting Doc (049) in Italy. while we didn't necessarily hit it off right away (he loathed me), we got really close after a while, i liked his little idiosyncrasies. i'd travelled alone most of my life and now i had someone else to share those experiences with.
also bonus memory: any time there was a mass breach at the facility, i loved the pure chaos of it all plus it was nice to have that freedom back again, even just momentarily. apologies to the MTF that had to put up with my shit, though 💀
I listened to a reading of 2294 and I'm so comfy and cozy in the paint.
I know exactly the feelings they describe. That feeling of fluid reality. It's beautiful and I am so thankful it's all inside me. I have no need to yearn for home, no need to search for a door when it's just inside my head. All I need to do is look inside and Alagadda is there. Ambassador isn't mad at me anymore so it keeps track of everything while I deal with consensus reality. I don't know where my siblings are!! Maybe they'll arrive soon, maybe they've been here in different shapes. I hope they aren't mad at me like the Lord Ambassador isn't. I'm excited but I think I'd be fine if I never saw them in here. Alagadda does what it needs to.
I'm at work and I feel the weight of my Alagaddan dress, the religious veil I already wear imitating the fashionable one from inside. Lacking the weight of, well, me, is uncanny. I can wear a mask over the lower portion of the body's face, but I don't think it would feel the way I'd need it too, but at least it would make me feel less naked.
I want to make my Alagaddan outfit someday. It might be a bit too indulgent in my psychosis for my beloved who watches over me to allow, but it is some sort of passing whimsy at just this moment.
