So kanina, may nakita akong sobrang di inaasahang taong hinding hindi dapat makita. Sino pa ba? Edi si C! Kanina kasi nasa labas ako ng bahay together with my friends, naglaro kami ng mga card games like UNO and 1 2 3 Pass then after nun kwentuhan nalang habang pinapanood sila Kuya, Daniel and Jayson mag skateboard. I really want to know how to skate so ni-try ko. Tapos biglang dumating sila ate den with her parents and her dog. So ayun, kwentuhan about her vacay in Cebu tapos syempre, kinwento ko na rin yung nangyari samin ni C. Todo kwento talaga ako. I was telling her the bitterness that he did to me, yung pag block sakin sa Facebook. Nagddrama pa nga ako nun ehh, sabi ko “Ako na nga tong ginago at sinaktan niya, siya pa ‘tong may ganang mang block sakin”, tapos pagkatingin ko dun sa may kanto ng house namin may nahagip yung mata ko na someone familiar so I took a look at him again and I was like, wtf! As in what the fuck. Si ano! Pucha. Na patingin or let’s say napatitig ako sa kanya while he pass sa harap namin. He was brushing his hair pa nga with his hands ehh. Pa-cool si kuya wag ka! Hahaha. And fuck, I was shaking like hell. Yung tangina moment talaga na nakita mo yung taong nang gago sayo at sinaktan ka, pero kahit naiinis ka na nakita mo siya, you suddenly missed him. Yung tipong, I used to be with that guy. Naalala ko yung nag procession kami dito sa subdivision namin and kasama ko siya, we both pass in this street (it was actually my first procession to attend and I was with him pa. Ugh). Nag flash back lahat, promise. As in lahat lahat, walang ni isang natirang moments or memories with him na hindi ko naalala. Shit, it really fucking hurts like hell. </3 ang sakit, sobra. Yung gusto mo siyang I-hug at sabihing “please come back to me”, pero hindi ehh. Alam kong hinding hindi ko yun magagawa kasi wala na siya at wala na akong karapatan para sabihin yun, and thats just the worst part. Bakit ba ganito? Tanginang tadhana naman ‘to ohh. Pwede naman siya dumaan habang wala ako diba? Pero shit naman. Ugh. Haay buhay… Pwede ba sumaya naman ako? :(
