tu es belle

all my demons stay faithful in the city of angels

[floraposting]

im sentimental. i sleep a lot. sometimes i cry a little on public transport. when my friends tell me they love me, i feel as though my heart will burst. i take pictures of nice dogs i see on the street. i notice the changing of the seasons, and i get excited. i like fresh fruit. little things make me happy, and i hope i stay this way.

[kisses5ever]

things about you

[yelliedums]

Why do we always choose the wrong person?

I always ask that question to myself. There are people who are always there for me, appreciates me, and made me feel like I am loved but still I tend to choose this person who now neglects me and doesn’t validate my feelings. I was wondering if there is something wrong with me. Why am I so blinded by the person who tells me flowery words but doesn’t act like it. Why do I fall for someone who’ll just hurt me in the end. Is it just me?

[yelliedums]

Tao din naman ako, na papagod din ako.

[goldshorty]

[wullfrick]

Akala ko, OA lang talaga ‘yung mga tumatalon sa building. Ngayon, naiintindihan ko na sila.

wullfrick (via wullfrick)

[yelliedums]

I'm not new here on tumblr, actually I started year 2011 and continued until 2014. But when I started college na tigil na pagiging active ko. Syempre di naman biro maging engineering student so acads muna. Pero that didn't stop me from visiting tumblr. Actually ang dami kong blogs na nakatambak lang sa drafts ko. Every rants, every dramas, nandun. But I'm too scared to post is kasi maybe someday when a certain person went on my blog, baka masaktan siya. I've always said na "sinungaling ako pag galit", kaya siguro I'm too scared na mag post kasi ayokong makasakit dahil sa mga "kasinungalingan" na tinype ko. Ayun ang drama ko lang.

[yelliedums]

Ang hirap pala pag yung mahal mo, di sure na mahal ka din niya. Yung lagi niyang sinasabi na natatakot daw siya sa mga posibleng mangyare sa future, pero eto ka pa din minamahal pa din siya. Na kahit ganun yung tingin niya sa relasyon niyo, mahal mo pa din siya. Tipong pinaparamdam niya sayo yung pagmamahal niya, meron pa ding negative side. Ang sakit kasi. Parang kanta lang, ‘yung Holy Grail. Tagos na tagos yung line na, one day you’re screaming you love me now the next day you’re so cold, ang sakit diba? Tagos talaga. Pero okay lang, mahal ko naman ehh. Okay lang na magpaka martyr basta para sa kanya. Wala ehh, tanga ehh.

[ipoetried]

[heartcountry]

I am not ready for you to say my name next to verbs that are past tense.

(via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

[jakemcgruder]

“It is okay to cry. Crying is a natural response to pain." 

[yelliedums]

Source Code

A man wakes up on a train at 7:40AM sitting across a woman named Christina Warren. The woman knows him by the name Sean Fentress, but he doesn't know her and appears uncertain of his own identity. After eight minutes, a bomb goes off on the train, and the man awakens to find himself strapped inside a small geodesic dome. There, Air Force Capt. Colleen Goodwin explains to him through a computer screen that he is actually Colter Stevens, a decorated army helicopter pilot, now on a mission to locate the maker of a bomb which destroyed a train headed into Chicago. This is to be accomplished using the Source Code which is a time loop program that allows him to take over someone's body in a reenactment of their last eight minutes of life.

Stevens is sent into the Source Code repeatedly, and each time a series of events repeat, with variations due to Stevens' acts. Meanwhile, he goes on searching for the terrorist and getting to know Christina, until the bomb that destroys the train goes off and Fentress dies, sending Stevens back to the chamber. He is unwillingly sent back into the Source Code again and again in frustrating, exhausting attempts to learn the bomber's identity. He tries to warn authorities on the train and escape with Christina, escaping the explosion. Other times he can’t locate or disarm the bomb and dies on the train. But Rutledge insists the alternate timeline is not real. It is revealed that he has been with them for two months since being reported killed in action in Afghanistan. He is comatose and missing most of his body, hooked up to neural sensors. The cockpit capsule is in his imagination, his brain's way of making sense of a missing environment. A confused and frustrated Stevens asks, "As one soldier to another, am I dead?" He is angry to know that he is on life support and he ask to disconnect him after the mission.

Stevens catches the bomber Derek Frost, who leaves his wallet behind to fake his own death, and gets off at the last stop before Chicago. In one run-through, Frost kills both Fentress and Christina, and flees in a rented white van. Stevens remembers the license number and direction so the authorities can catch the terrorist. Rutledge orders Goodwin to wipe Stevens' memory for a future mission. Stevens convinces Goodwin to allow to try it again to save everyone on the train despite Rutledge's insistence that everyone on the train had already been killed in the explosion.

While he is on the train using a cellular phone, Stevens discovers that he supposedly died two months ago. He confronts Goodwin with what he knew, and discover it from Goodwin and Rutledge that he had been shot down during the war, and his mutilated body was appropriated by the Air Force and used by Rutledge to operate the Source Code. Stevens then asks Rutledge and Goodwin to let him die, which they promise they will do once the mission is finished. After the mission accomplished, and despite their promise, Rutledge orders Stevens' memory to be erased and stored for reuse in further missions. However, Stevens persuades Goodwin to send him in one more time and give him one last chance to avert the train disaster. Goodwin agrees that he deserves to be allowed to die in peace afterwards instead of being held alive as a military brain in a vat.

Later that morning, the alternative-timeline Captain Goodwin arrives for work at Nellis Air Force Base and receives the email from Stevens. While news breaks about the failed bomber on the Chicago train, he informs Goodwin that they have changed history, and Goodwin seemingly recalls something. He asks her to reassure this timeline's Stevens that "everything is gonna be okay."

[spiritual-cliche]

[theglasschild]

Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.

Charlotte Eriksson (via buhaybabae)

[yelliedums]

Nakakapagod pala araw araw maging malungkot. Kaya ayoko maging masaya masyado ehh, kasi alam kong may kapalit na malungkot. Tangina bat laging ganon? Hahaha! Wala na naman nakakaintindi sakin :( kahit konting suporta or cheer up lang naman oks na ehh hahahaha! Kahit konting appreciation sa mga pagkakamali ko.Sa bagay sino nga naman iintindi sa tulad ko? Kahit naman iexplain ko wala din mangyayare ehh, nakakaabala lang ako. Mas okay na din naman manahimik, I’m tired of explaining myself, too tired apparently.

[halseycon]

✮ Stay Satisfied ✮

[etherealyanna]

PLEASEEEE

[escafeism]

I’m that kind of girl who, no matter how hard you try to push her away, will always bring a smile to your face, grab your favorite food, take you to a walk to let you breathe, and most of all, stay behind if that’s all that could ever make you happy. I won’t fight for you if you tell me not to. I’ll quietly let you go if that satisfies you. But know that, still, I am the kind of girl who is always left to pick up the broken pieces. What else is new?

the kind of girl that I am // mg. (via escafeism)