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This morning

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This morning

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This morning

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Yesterday at work

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Yesterday at work

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Yesterday at work

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Yesterday at work

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I suck at updating this, life has been busy. But weight is currently 102 so at least I've lost since I last updated I also moved and started a new job but whatever

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i despise this body 

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Doesn't mean you aren't perfect the way you are. You see yourself in a warped image, and you just have to find a way to look past that.

I know I do, but it is what I see that matters, because I am the one that has to live with me.. 

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You are fine the way you are right now.

That's sweet, but I am not fine with myself the way I am...

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You are beautiful.

Thank you, anon <3

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Hate my thighs with a passion

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Massive

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I need to lose weight so badly

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i regret eating today.. 

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i hate this body, and my hate for it, is destroying the only happiness i have, my marriage... i don't want to stop though, i want to starve, i cannot be fat anymore. i don't know whats more important thought, and i'm afraid i'm going to choose to this over him...