Apr 16, 2018
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#neverforget #041614 #sewol0416🎗
To all affected by the sinking of the Sewol Ferry. We're sorry and we're praying for you. #NeverForget #041614 #SewolFerry (at Jeollanam-do)
#041614 #0416
Unique lover issues.
It occurs to me that when we talk about his past, especially on his past lovers, I feel a little pinch in my heart. Maiisip mo na lang na may nagmahal din sa kanya ng ganun kalalim bago pa ako dumating, may nakagawa na pala ng surprise na ganyan sa kanya, and may memories na rin siya about a particular place or time. It scares the hell out me na baka i-take for granted niya na lang yung mga ginagawa ko sa kanya kasi naexperience niya na. Well, on my part, almost all my experiences with him are my firsts given that he’s my second boyfriend, at the very least, I get to enjoy them, yung bago sa feeling ba.
For the record, I currently hold the title for being his girlfriend for the longest time. Masasabi ko na medyo hasa na siya when it comes to relationships because he had been through many heartbreaks already. Honestly, I had three but they weren't as painful as his. At times, he knows how to handle me in the my most emotional outburst. I think i have to thank his past lovers for that. Hahaha!
I just have to remind myself to focus on what I have today, my present. Focus on what he really needs and not on what he had. Focus on my life, improve it, and show him what I’m really capable of. I know I can be a unique lover to him because he treasures my worth and I do the same for him.
Never forget.
XCI: tired
this whole day has been over-bearingly tiring. Is that even a word? I don’t even know. But really, I feel like my energy depleted in an instant the moment I woke up this morning. Which is kind of funny to say because my last post was about having this “life adrenaline.” Which I actually feel like isn’t gone entirely but right at the very moment I’m exhausted. Maybe this exhaustion seeped its way throughout my entire body, mind, and soul because I feel so blank and blah about everything. Cotton buds, haha. Anyway, I’m back in Stockton for spring break, although it really doesn’t even seem like spring break for me at all. I pretty much get no sleep whatsoever and I’m constantly doing something. Which I shouldn’t be complaining about because I do have those consistent outbursts about me not having anything to do. However, to defend my case I don’t necessarily like having such a monotonous routine. I mean I’m pretty sure no one does but it’s so apparent and in-your-face to me that I absolutely hate it. Love is probably the most refreshing thing to me right now because everything else is just sooooooo blah. I have no other word for it because I feel as if, if I use a more sensible word, it would not explain how… blah everything else is. Maybe being in Stockton just instantly drains my energy or something because I kinda don’t really like it here. I need something super new in my life. I’m so dependent on change now. It’s ridiculous but hey, can’t believe I’m using this quote directly to myself but, “to each, their own.”
i still remember aegyo's face. . . .
Happy anniversary~
To my homie g boyfriend, Kenneth. It's only been 2 months but who caressss? LOOKS LIKE WE'RE STUCK TO EACH OTHER UNTIL WE DIE. DEAL WITH IT SUCKA. I love you. <3