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[singtomemyfriend]

When multiple artists release new singles in the same month but they all be sounding the same...

The music enthusiast in me is disappointed.

[babyminseok]

Exo’rdium in Los Angeles: My Experience!

After countless hours of camping out, running all over the place to get a good spot in line, going back to our original line and waiting in line for many hours, I was so excited to get to the stage. I camped out with a group of girls I had found online and we were all so excited to be there. I was one of the first people in line, so I was given a wristband with the number 47 on it, meaning I was one of the FIRST 50 PEOPLE INSIDE. AND I WAS AT THE BARRIER. I was on the right side of the extension. There was a lot of pushing and shoving, but honestly I didn’t care. I was pretty comfortable up front and I had such an incredible view. Every song was amazing and the boys were so wonderful and they all looked so good. They really are handsomer in person.

FIRST IMPRESSIONS

Chen: I wish I could have seen more of him! He didn’t come to my side that often, but when he did, he would smile and wave at us with that adorable smile of his. He was also very loud, but I expected that. He was like “LET’S GO CRAZYYYY” and he yelled something about LA but I don’t remember what it was.

Sehun: Super smug, as expected. He came over to my side a lot. There would be moments where he would be so into performing and then he would take a moment to wave at people and make finger hearts at them.

Chanyeol: This. Boy. Needs. To. STOP! Oh my god, he came to my side so many times and I have so many cute videos of him. I was filming him during “White Noise” and he pointed at me while he was singing and it was incredible. I also have an amazing video of him doing Artificial Love. He was so sweet, though. He would always wave at us and smile at us. During “Angel” he waved to me with his tiny hands and it was so funny and cute. I love him.

Kai: It was so amazing to watch him dance in person. The way he moves is magical. He would also be super sexy and into it at times, but then there were times where he would just smile and laugh and hE WAS SO CUTE! I just wanted to cuddle him all night!!!

Suho: Another person who came to my side quite a bit. During the first ment, we were trying to get his attention because someone had fainted (?) and we wanted to let him know that we needed space. There were a couple instances that night when he asked us to step back for our safety, so I thank him for that. He waved at us a lot and would make kissing faces at us, and while he seemed happy to be there, I could tell that he was anxious about people getting hurt. His English is also very good!

D.O: SO SOFT AND BEAUTIFUL. I honestly was so surprised because I thought he was going to be mostly serious about performing but HE WAS SO CUTE WITH US??? He came over to our side a lot with his lightstick and showed us how to dance with them, and whenever someone called his name, his face lit up like a Christmas tree. It was so adorable to watch.

Baekhyun: Hoooooo boy. I swear to god this boy is threatening to take my bias spot...BUT I WON’T LET HIM. Basically, during the first ment, he kept looking our way and I kept waving at him and he was smiling a lot in my direction and was kinda smirking?!?! We made eye contact during that so I was like “wow ok he saw me, that’s cool” BUT he kept coming back to our side SO MANY TIMES and would get us to sing and dance. He would wave at everybody and whenever I filmed him, he would look at my camera and smile. And then, during “Heaven” during the line “baby won’t you stay” I decided to be funny and stick out my hand to him while I sang the line and HE STUCK HIS HAND OUT AND SANG IT BACK TO ME! I was SHOOK. The girl next to me was like “OMG SO LUCKY” and it was wonderful. He was so cheeky and flirty all night. I honestly felt like he was flirting with me and the people around me. It was magical.

Xiumin: I can’t explain how happy and how blessed I am to have seen him in person. Firstly, he looked AMAZING with that hair and as soon as I laid my eyes on him I started freaking out. I bought a sign with his face on it, so I was hoping he would see it, but I don’t think he really cared that much for it, which is fine with me to be honest. He had so many cute moments but then he would get really sexy and I was so confused because I still don’t understand how he can do that and get away with it??? His dancing was exellent!!! During “Playboy,” he started doing a little dance and then he made finger hearts at us! Also, “Artificial Love “ ENDED ME. He was thrusting right in front of me and it changed my life. He was so fucking sexyyyyy. During one of the ments he started THRUSTING ALL OVER THE PLACE and I was very overwhelmed and screaming a lot. He came over to my side a lot and would dance sweetly in front of us. He started to do more aegyo for us towards the end of the night. And then it happened. We locked eyes during “Angel.” He was walking over and waving at us and making finger hearts. I decided to get his attention by making a heart over my head like he always does. So I did, and he made one back at me with a lovely smile. I’m so sad that I didn’t film that moment, but it will be engraved in my mind forever. 

So that’s it! I’ll upload pictures and videos soon so you guys can see what I saw. Overall, it was such a wonderful experience and I really hope I get to see them again someday.

[dustycelt]

Hope - Chapter 3

Universe: Supernatural, season 12

Genre: canon divergence

Characters: Wren Krieger (OC), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Mary Winchester, Castiel

Summary: Wren Krieger was saved by the Winchester brothers two years ago. They took her in and she now hunts with them. However, Wren has fled the bunker which leaves the Winchesters scrambling trying to find her.

Word count:  1770

Warnings: Minor spoilers are possible, Dean is going to be angry in this chapter (I’m warning you just in case)

A/N:  Sam figured out which car Wren took from the garage. Dean gets upset about her choice. They find the letter that Wren left. Words in italics are from Wren’s letter.

Hope Masterlist

Previously:

“I figured out which car Wren used,” Sam said with a slightly mischievous grin. Dean just quirked an eyebrow at his brother.  Sam continued to look at Dean and waited for him to catch on. This caused Dean to take pause. Why would Sam look at him like that?  He slightly lowered his head while he closed his eyes. He hated it when Sam did this and he knew that Sam was leaving him to figure it out on his own.  That meant something. Suddenly it hit him.

-Dean’s POV-

Dean snapped his head up with a scowl on his face, “No, no, no, no, no.” He turned to Sam. “She. Did. Not.”

Sam tilted his head slightly to the right and simply lifted his eyebrows. Dean continued to look across the table silently praying that Sam was pulling his leg. There was no way that Wren would touch that car. Not that car. He couldn’t believe it. Wait. Oh yes, he could. Wren had her eyes on that convertible for months. She had begged on more than one occasion to take it out even just for a spin a mile down the road and back. Dean had kept trying to put her off the idea. He didn’t trust that car. If something happened while in that sardine can, Wren or anyone else for that matter would be crumpled beyond recognition. They didn’t disagree often except for that car. That damned car. It was a long-standing battle between the two of them.

While Dean was processing what Wren had done in the garage, Sam returned his focus back to his laptop.  Dean was quickly approaching livid. He also felt the worry for Wren increase. He hated this.

This was beyond needing a drink. He didn’t want to be numb. He wanted to make something hurt. He needed to punch something or someone. The only person around was Sam and he wasn’t going to hit him. His only other option right now was the punching bag down in the gym. He turned and was going to directly to the gym so he could at least relieve some of the tension. That’s when the white envelope propped against one of the table lamps in the corner of his vision seemingly called out to him.  

He walked over to the far table and just looked down at the stark white envelope. It was addressed to “The Winchesters”. He knew that handwriting. There was no mistaking it. He had seen it dozens of times on grocery lists, notes for cases and post-its stuck to seemingly random places in her room. Little notes to herself so she wouldn’t forget something that suddenly popped into her head. Wren. Dean’s heart dropped into his stomach.

The sequence of events started to play through his mind. She purposely stayed back from a case. She made sure that she was alone. She had left them. She had finally had enough of either the Winchester men or the hunter’s life. Possibly both. His mind reeled at the thought. It was one of his deepest fears.  Losing someone else he had considered a family member. He hated watching his family grow smaller and smaller over the years. Now it had happened again.

Dean slowly reached forward as if the envelope would burn or sting him the moment he touched it. He knew it wouldn’t physically harm him. He was afraid of the emotional pain that this letter was sure to cause him. He picked it up and just stared at it.  He couldn’t bring himself to even open it. Just the thought of rejection from her was too much.

“Sam.”

-Sam’s POV-

Sam’s thoughts were flying around inside his head.  He was trying to reach out to other hunters to find out if they had seen or talked to Wren in the past couple of days.  Maybe someone had called for backup on a case. That was Sam’s best scenario and he wasn’t going to let go of it unless something presented itself to indicate otherwise. Wren would have thought nothing of going to help another hunter that she trusted.  Not that she trusted many but there were a few that had her number. He had contacted the hunters that fell into that category. Most of them had gotten back to Sam already but so far none of them had good news. They did promise to let Sam know if they saw or heard anything.

He picked up phone up intending to call Jody about tracking the car.  As he unlocked the phone he heard Dean call his name.  “Yeah?” He looked up from his phone towards his brother across the room. He noticed that his head was bowed and shoulders were slumped. Dean looked defeated. This surprised Sam. It wasn’t often that anyone saw this side of Dean. Not even Sam. That’s when the cloud of doom descended.

Sam put his phone down on the table and sat up straighter in his chair, “Dean, what’s going on?” That’s when the eldest Winchester turned and held out an envelope.  Sam looked back and forth between the object in Dean’s hand and the devastated look on his brother’s face.  Sam swallowed thickly and approached Dean across the room.

Dean pushed the envelope towards his brother as he approached. “Here, I can’t open it, man. I just can’t.” Sam took it and slowly turned it over. Sam didn’t want to read it either. He didn’t know it but he was thinking the same things that Dean had upon finding the letter. He recognized the handwriting as well and immediately the feeling of rejection washed over him. No, this was worse because it was Wren. And that killed him.  

With a quick glance up at Dean, Sam opened the flap and pulled out the letter. As the paper pulled free, something fell to the floor. A bounce and a slight ting sound, it rolled on the floor towards one of Dean’s boots. Dean slowly crouched down and carefully picked it up. Sam watched as Dean stood again and opened his right palm for Sam to see.

“No,” Sam breathed out. He couldn’t believe it. There was one object on this planet that Wren was fiercely protective of and wouldn’t let out of her sight ever. Yet, there it was. Wren’s ring. That circle of silver was Wren’s most precious possession in the world and yet Dean now held it in his palm.

The brothers locked eyes. What did this mean? Why would she take off but leave this behind? There was only one way to find out apparently. Sam took a deep breath and opened the piece of paper that had been folded up with the ring. He began to read aloud:

Dearest Winchesters,

I’m sure that I have made you worry and I’m sorry about that. Something came up in New Hampshire that I need to handle.

“New Hampshire?!?” Dean yelled interrupting Sam and began pacing around the room, “Seriously?!? A case? She went on a case? Why would-”

Sam returned the favor to Dean by interrupting him. “Dean, would like me to finish the letter or not? I’m sure there’s a perfectly good reason as to why she did this. It’s not like her to just run off on her own like this. She’s too smart for that. We trained her better than that.”

Dean held up his hands in surrender. Sam raised an eyebrow at his older brother and continued…

I'll text one of you when I get there. I promise. Don't worry about me. Yes, I know that was futile to write but I did it anyway. I’ ll handle this on my own. You guys have given me the confidence to do it.

I will never be able to tell you enough how much that means to me. I literally owe you guys my life. You could have left me behind after saving me, but you didn't. I was able to find myself again with your help. It was a rocky road. For all of us. On top of everything else, you gave me hope again. And a family. A real one. It doesn't meet the definition of a normal family, but I wouldn't have it any other way.

Dean slammed his hand on the table and filled the room with his booming voice, “What the hell, Sam? Family? If we’re such a good ‘family,’ then what is this bull?” Sam started to wonder if reading this letter out loud to Dean was such a good idea anymore. However, when he looked down and saw the next line, he knew that he had to keep going.

Dean, please stop yelling and listen.

Dean jumped out of the chair he had just sat in moments earlier,  “Don’t tell me to stop yelling, Sammy! She could get herself hurt. Or worse.” He started pacing around the library again. It showed that he was trying to get a handle on the anger inside of him right now.  All because of Wren. Neither of them wanted to think about all of the gruesome things that they knew could happen to her out there.

Sam looked at Dean across the room, “I didn’t say that.” Dean whirled around to look at his brother. Sam pointed to the letter and grinned slightly. “Wren did.”

Dean narrowed his eyes and approached Sam. He glanced down at the letter in Sam’s hand. “Son of a bitch. She really did write that down.”  This seemed to take some wind out of Dean’s sails as he dropped into the chair across the table from Sam. He then wearily gestured for Sam to continue reading. Satisfied that Wren in her own way knew how to calm Dean down even just a little, Sam began the last of the letter. Sam cleared his throat.

Just to prove that I am planning to return once this is over, I'm leaving Lark’s ring with you. You know what it means to me and that I wouldn’t leave it behind lightly. I expect you to take care of it too. I mean it. Talk to you soon.

With love, Wren

Sam lowered the letter to the table. While he was relieved that she hadn’t left them, it still stung that she left without at least talking to them. He decided to push those questions to the side. They could wait until later. He needed to focus on finding her. That was the best use of his energy right now. He picked his phone up again and resumed placing a call to Jody.

[caratbirthdays]

A very happy belated birthday to @hellakenma

[babyminseok]

Another reason for my death: this picture

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