#04february2026

[purplemonkeysexgod69]

happiness is a dead cat

that you lock in a box

hoping it's still alive

if you don't open it

[purplemonkeysexgod69]

consciousness, now streaming

I smile inspite of the pain because there are rainbows in the cracks of the window pane. I laugh inspite of the rain because a new queen of spring has begun her reign. There is a printout of a photograph of a print of a painting of marigolds hanging on the east wall that the light hits just right at sunset. It is 2 am on a starless Sunday. There is a new machine on the nightstand that breathes for me. It is Bluetooth-enabled so it can yell at me and tell the insurance company how many times I stop breathing. I stop breathing. I stop breathing. It forces air into my lungs, not life. I live a little longer, die a little slower. Happiness is warm donut, plain glazed. The doctor says I can't have any. She says there will be no pain once the numbness sets it. The numbness sets in. She sticks the needle into my arm. So sweet the sting.

[purplemonkeysexgod69]

99 problems but a bomb cyclone ain't one