#06.29.18

[actualhumansunshine]

Liam Payne On His Debut Album & Journey To Solo Stardom

[i-shall-believe]

[idiotiminlove]

06.29.18

It’s been getting harder,

these days.

I still eat fruit, and rub lotion into

my cheeks at night.

but my legs are becoming

thin and

soft with fat,

the ends of my hair have

turned stiff and dry, like dead wheat

or dried stems.

These are the symptoms of

inertia, perhaps.

a parabolic decline into motionless,

a disease of paralysis,

dormancy, in a conscious mind.

until you’re only the parts of a body,

festering in the stagnant air.

decaying, like the corpses of animals,

waiting for their bones to

dry out under the sun, or disappear into

the soil.

You wait, in those moments.

for the scavengers to strip you, fungus to

break you, sun to eat you and water

to dissolve you.

then, maybe, then

you’ll finally be still.