i am a paradox i want to be with people, but at the same time long for alone time i shut people out although it’s tearing me apart that i don’t have anyone to lean on i want to counsel people and get to know their thoughts, but then… i get overwhelmed by carrying others problems on my shoulders i want to be a best friend and be close to another being yet i want to have my space and block out the world isolation? company? i want both
JM












