Jul 6, 2018
I feel like I’ve relapsed. Since late this afternoon I’ve felt down
I had a long shower, turned off the the lights, looking at the sunset. How it’s pink and gold is so stunning.
I put on my song, the one that brings out the true emotion I’m feeling. & well, I miss him a lot.
You know, writing about an empty beach, a warm summers evening — it makes me want to message him & ask if we can take a drive down to the coast.
Just sit on the pebbles, talk. Be still, be present and just be there, together.