“you have always been in love with love”

[liferunbylove]

Why can’t we just have what we have now?

Why can’t we just talk and laugh and make love without feeling obligated to one another.

[liferunbylove]

“I guess at the end you start thinking of the beginning.”

John Smith

[liferunbylove]

Can’t we just be what the other needs?

If I wanna go for a late night drive. If I want a cuddle & company while I’m sleeping. If I want someone to stay over for other needs...

Can’t you just fit in, in those ways

[liferunbylove]

I feel like I’ve relapsed. Since late this afternoon I’ve felt down

I had a long shower, turned off the the lights, looking at the sunset. How it’s pink and gold is so stunning.

I put on my song, the one that brings out the true emotion I’m feeling. & well, I miss him a lot.

You know, writing about an empty beach, a warm summers evening — it makes me want to message him & ask if we can take a drive down to the coast.

Just sit on the pebbles, talk. Be still, be present and just be there, together.

[liferunbylove]

Empty apartment, boxes in the corner.

We go inside, no curtains only moonlight.

I drop my bag, keys, my phone on the floor.

We rush together, he kisses me and I spill into his arms.

We take off each other’s clothes and have sex on the floor.

Waking in the morning, spending the entire night in each other’s arms.

[liferunbylove]

I was napping the other afternoon & I had this day dream about me & BG.

He came over to my new place to visit, it was chucking it down with rain outside, and we both got soaking. There had been a storm and so the power was out in my building.

He came up. Candles and low lights, flashes of thunder in the distance.

I was soaked, so I decide to take a shower.

A little smile and leaving the door open invited him in.

I only had 1 towel in the bathroom, so we shared it. He wraps it around him, I come inside his arms & we wrap the other side around the both of us. Wet noses, droplets of water sitting on our skin, I look up at him through my eyelashes, seeing the water drip from his messy hair.

We get cosy & close and dry and warm on the sofa together, snuggled up naked in our towel together.

He goes to bed first, while I get some water.

All lights are off but the curtains are open leaving the moonlight to give my bedroom a subtle glow.

I sit on the side of the bed so he can just see my bare back in the light.

We’re both fully naked, feeling fresh and clean. Like brand new.

I turn to face him, placing my head on his shoulder, my body into his and my hand on his chest.

His arm goes around me, pulling me into him, keeping me safe.

His fingers intertwine with mine.

We close our eyes and rest a while.

I feel like this moment is more special than just sex.

I raise my hand up onto the back of his head and slide it down the side of his face, tracing his bottom lip with my thumb. His lips part slightly.

I reach up and kiss his forehead. Leaving my lips there for a few seconds, sending love and healing his way.

As I move my head down, our noses brush and we’re so close. He pauses. I pause.

He slowly leans in and kisses me..

[spotlessss-mind]

“I think kissing is the most pure and raw form of physical contact there could ever be. Sex is intimate, sure, but you can have sex with anyone. A kiss though, my god. A kiss can change your world. A small touch between two pairs of lips can blow your mind. Whether it be short and sweet, or long and intense. And when you find someone that looks at you like you’re more beautiful than a blossoming rose; you never want to feel another’s lips against yours ever again.”

— (via 69rooms)