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Liam tonight on Discord looking at some fan art - 07.03
07.03.2022: 3 years ago today (7th March, 2019) released Two Of Us!
— This song was the first Single of his debut album "Walls" and has now over 140 million streams, it's the most streamed song from Walls and 3rd overall of Louis' discography!!
Beni ağlat isterim. Yıllarca dökülmemiş şu yaşları ellerinle silmeni.. bana sıkıca sarılmanı... Yalanlarla büyütmek yerine gerçeklerle öldürmeni beklerdim. Canım yanıyor. Bir damla bile düşmüyor gözlerimden. Benim sorunum da bu işte. Gel ağlat.. huzura ereyim ne olur. Seni iyi hatırlayacağım söz. Yeterki gelirken sahteliklerini bir kenara bırak. Söz öpeceğim yanaklarımı kurulayan ellerini, sımsıkı sarılacağım gövdene, dudaklarından çıkan her kelimeyi seveceğim.. kirpiklerine kadar kedere bulanmış geceyi izleyeceğim seninle, yıldızları da sayarız ona da söz... sabahlar mısın benimle?
07.03.2022
Day Twelve: Florence
I learned about Technoblade last night.... I'll just leave it at that.
Oh and I forgot about the other type of guys I attract: Short guys who are one inch taller than me and can't find any other girls they're taller than.
Woke up late but so did everybody else so the museum is still on! I'm really excited to go~ And it'll be free!
My roommates have really long legs and keeping up with them in flats is hell!!! Also, low-key regretting my choice of dress. My left tit is almost constantly exposed and walking with my dress hiked like a princess is fun for only so long.
Okay I fixed my dress so the boobies are now secured and I feel so much more confident! :D The museum really wad just for Michaelangelo's David, but I also loved the paintings and the music items~ it was neat! I would love to go back and read all of the cards.
Ooooh ohmygosh we found a clothes shop and went in and I found the cutest black dress and SHOES! My feet were already hurting in the flats so this is amazing. I also saw saw Japanese Bento place I really wanna try out~ We're supposed to go to another museum after this and I have this huge bag of shoes lol
We went to an indoor market place to eat and it looks pretty darn good. Ima have a Salmon burger~
Okay I have a flaw in my plan... Apparently I'm going to dinner with Stefano today. If a guy gives me his number I will a hundred percent never use it. But if I give a guy my number and he actually uses it I'll give him one (1) dinner. And that's it.
Okay I said no to going out with the guy today because I walked too much and my feet hurt. I thought we would visit one, maybe two museums, but we visited like five. Museum hopping!! Who knew that was even a thing?? But yeah my feet are dead. And I'm so anxious for work tomorrow. And I'm tired. I drank some soju with orange juice, I'm calling it a Japanese Mimosa, and I'm tired. Also still worried about work because I have just not been going back in. I'm too stressed and there's too much happening here to do so. I think I wanna try to work for the government now. I'm so tired of corporate. But corporate is where all of the money's at... I almost wonder if I can get out of working fully for this month. Live and study for the FSO test and take it in August or something. But then I'd have to decide what I would do when I came back. I should have said to Boss lady that I was back so long ago... Aaaargh
Although at least the whole thing with work had made me re-evaluate some things. Like maybe I don't need the mlis and I can just go for the PhD like dad wanted. I wonder if that's a good idea that could be done... It would mean I could have less time in school, which would be nice. I want to live life now, I'm tired of waiting... But at the same time it's like. I had such a great plan. Like wtf happened? It just wasn't meant to be, I guess...
Gosh I nearly texted my dad to ask for his thoughts on this. Of course his thoughts are what he said to do before. To get the PhD. I'm just three fucking years late on this revelation and I feel so guilty about it... I keep asking myself if I'm okay and I KNOW I'm not because of anxiety but I'm here festering about it instead of doing something. Good God.
So anxious about my internship starting. I'm sure it'll be fine but god. So anxious.
