#08-07-2015

[doodledumpingground]

Funny story. I was supposed to be doing a sketch a day, but on the day of August 7th, 2015, I started this one. And at the end of the day, all I had were her eyes, which, I must say, they were pretty and I was happy with them. But I was thinking about how I wanted to finish the hair... and the gas mask... and her torso...

Well nearly a year later of working on and off, I eventually got stuff done to the point that I can post it here haha! I don’t think I’ll ever understand how to shade with Mischief in the same way you shade with pencil on paper, but I guess this is as good as this one will get.

I guess I already dropped the ball on daily doodles with this one, but maybe I’ll actually get back to trying to draw something everyday now that this is off the plate.

[emmvsemmvs]

08-07-2015 Es geht mir gut. Ich kreiere. Ich tue, mache, sage was in meinem Kopf vorgeht. Es tut so gut wieder zu versuchen ich selbst zu sein. Es war so mühsam, so einsam alleine klarzukommen. Das Fenster zum Sommer zu öffnen und endlich zu verstehen, dass alles passiert weil es passieren muss. Der Himmel ist nur so schön, weil er vergiftet ist. Aber jetzt ist es offen. Ich kann rausklettern wenn ich es möchte. Und draußen die Luft einatmen und so tun als ob.