#08-15-19

[forcamryn]

[bloodsoakedfangs]

My girlfriend is amazing.

That is all...

In my current situation I'm forced to live in the closet. But I never want my beautiful, incredible, talented, supportive, sweet, amazing girlfriend and partner to ever doubt how proud I am to be hers.

So I will shout it when and where I safely can that this is something special that I have never had before.

This is me telling everyone GUESS WHAT?

@improbatus-venandi

Is my Girlfriend.

And hell yes I am PROUD.

And she's given me more as a friend and a partner already than anyone ever has. Ever.

So this is for you, baby.

I can't wait to hold you for the first time. To meet the people important to you and slowly learn more about you as the days pass. Learn more about ourselves, change, and grow together.

I'm excited to wake up from dreams because I wake up and know I'm yours. And one day, I will be waking up to you. I don't know what the future holds sweetheart, but I can't tell you I am SO EXCITED to find out!!!

There is so much about you to admire.

Thank you, baby

For supporting me in some very bad times. For allowing me to express myself in ways I have never been able to before. For being so patient and understanding.

You never gave up on me. When I was lost you never judged me. You have never been anything but kind to me and gentle.

It's an honor to be yours. You take care of me in ways no one ever has. And I want to take care of you too.

This is gonna be one hell of a ride.

-Andrea

[pleasehandmethebottle]

If I could describe my life in one night it would be the night everyone is in bed or gone and I'm sitting in my room floor listing to music, bawling my eyes out and cutting my thighs all over the fact that my heart is breaking in 2 and still sending messages to my family and friends with laughy faces and jokes while typing through tears and thinking about killing myself. Good night though.