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Monday, August 15th, 2011
Today, I walked to the library with Alice at 9 in the morning. It got so hot! So we just sat in the book corner for two hours and bought like ten books (I got "The Art Book", "The Complete Sherlock Holmes, II", and a French dictionary.) and then went upstairs to sit in the library. I was looking for "The Art of Racing in the Rain" by Garth Stein because Ginnie recommended it. She's so sweet, man! Anyways, couldn't find it. We were lazy and didn't wanna walk home with four pounds of books on our backs in the sun so we called our mom and got a ride home.
At three, I walked to the clubhouse to do APUSH homework and I successfully outlined and read one out of three chapters! I hate reading. So very much! But, I'm trying to get back into it. Everything in here is like what we learned last year in Euro, in elementary school, or some other random place. It's like why does this class exist? ahaha, I was just sitting there when these girls walked up and started drinking coffee or tea or something and they were talking about how going to Esperanza was going to suck because how restrictive our dress code was and she started listing them, saying that Esperanza dress code was more restrictive than Bernardo (a uniform school) was. And how... We weren't allowed to wear anything but long black pants at Bernardo? I don't know what they were hearing or wearing. But they changed it the year after I left that you could wear khaki, navy blue, or black anything for your bottom as long as it was long enough and not sagging. And Esperanza could care less if you came in a swim suit to school. And then they left. I was secretly hoping that they weren't in my link crew group this year because... It might be awkward.
When I started walking home, they were just sunbathing near the lake and they got up right as I was walking towards them. And they lived in the street next to me so I "followed" them home three-quarters of the way and I was just ... feeling SUPER creepy. But I walked past them eventually and... felt less creepy. I don't think they cared though, so it's okay.
Alice and I were sitting in the living room in front of the front door and talking when the door bell rang. And we were sitting right in front of the window where you can see who's at the door. But we started giggling and not answering and staying still. I eventually got up and left. The guy, still behind closed doors, started asking if anyone was home and eventually left. But Alice and I couldn't stop laughing. So terrible.
Kurt came over for like two seconds at 7:15 and met Alice. I looked through window from the outside and turns out you couldn't see through it at all! Thank goodness... Oh, and then Kurt and I walked up and over to Yorba Linda High were he was supposed to take me around. But... there were people there (construction workers and teachers) and all the lights were on so we got scared and ran to the field. He gave me his jacket because I was wearing white and white is definitely noticeable. And he lead me the whole way because I'm blind in the dark. The view was so pretty though. We like fast walked all the way out of the school. And then we sat down on the hill under a tree and tried to figure out constellations but... we couldn't do it. So instead we laid under his jacket coz it got really cold and listened, yes listened to the fireworks. And tried to find the north star and the big dipper. I thought that the stars were moving, but Kurt said they were just twinkling. I also thought that a plane was a star ... Six times. Oh, the moon was so pretty! Oh, my gosh, so big and pretty :) Really nice view from that school at night. Ah... ahaha But so scary. Anyways, we listened to my ipod and he had me guess the songs he played which sucked because I don't know like 80 percent of the songs on my ipod... And he made our tickle war 3-1 to him. I'm losing. Very bad. Gotta get my game up. We walked to Jason's apartment area and my mom picked us up because it was past curfew and late! Well, he went off to San Fran today! (Right after his mom gets back from Japan, she gets to pack again to take Rena up to SF State!)
This week, I've been walking in the SUN! So I got SO tan!
I fell asleep with my contacts in ... for a good three hours and I woke up, freaking out. It was so bad...
Glad to have Kurt as a best friend and sucks to have my eyes. Time to get ready to go to SAT practice testing! :) I wonder what day Justin's going to test. o: He's the only Friday class buddy I have! everyday!
I like
Tazo tea. hot water. honey. when my twin is a whorenabler. scary movie nights at Mo's. Pizza Hut Tuscani pasta. my new bed (even though it's way too small). school supply shopping. when my mom realizes that I am my own person and that sometimes she has to let me do what I'm gonna do. infinity symbols. rings. calming music. the sound of an old telephone ringer. vintage things. silver jewelry. Tahitian pearls. talking about my high school (more like bragging, but whatever). Song Contest. when babies grab my finger with their entire hand. coloring books. being a mermaid. cutting people's hair. crickets. strings of lights. playing footsie. taking cute pictures. when my twin tells me that I'm a "cute person". my dirty nerdy glasses. H&T Burgers. Canon cameras. underwater pictures. walking on the beach in the morning at low tide and looking for shells. beach houses. inflatable pool toys. Harry Potter. shopping at Ross or Sears and finding killer deals. epic sleepover weekends. my ginormous Hello Kitty beach towel. new beaches. jeans when they just come out of the dryer. Sweet Serendipity. honey crack dates with my twin. Arby's curly fries. giving my twin my camera and letting her go nuts. beach pictures. swirly nail polish. bite and suck water bottles. Victoria's Secret gift cards. airplanes. thinking about the future. hanging out with my grandparents. home cooking lessons from my nana. HC weekends. "Jesus pamphlets". laying on grass. not wearing shorts after going to the beach. taking naps in o.prime. seats that recline. trampolines. randomly quoting DC or KW because it's totally relevant. picking up Ducky from school. across the floors, twinny style. "p...p...pi...babe". diet coke. driving O.Prime. udon. being really good at reading people and their body language. Teen Wolf. make-up sex. when my clothes smell like you. my Little Mermaid pillow at twin's house. going shopping with my twin and making the salespeople concerned. when twin's dancer kids ask if we're really sisters. inside jokes and quotes. planning out the designated whoremobile driver duties. DJ seat in O.Prime. when twin calls me songbird. jellyfish. falling asleep with and waking up next to you. kisses whenever I stop the car or brake. cuddle weather.
I like
how there are so many things that i like just from this weekend alone. teasing the ridiculousness of the platforms on bebe shoes. how twinny's labels for people and outfits are supez accz (hahaha). moani's abbreviations. how twinny and i had an entire conversation (but slight argument) in ka ʻōlelo Hawaiʻi. fā ʻana. Ka Factory ʻo ka Mea ʻOno Cheese. juicy lucys. having no homework. "on your 21st, we're gonna RAAAGE over here. when is your 21st? well, when you turn 21, we're gonna take some SHOTTSSSS!" how kalena's dad has planned kalena's 21st birthday already. the fact that he's gonna fund the entire trip to vegas for all of us (he better not be lying). having only one class on tuesdays and thursdays this semester. long text convos. when twinny picks me up for random shenanigans. going to jamba juice with twinny twin. taking obnoxious pictures to document the trip to the bank today. shokudo with roxaayyy. getting to drive on my favorite road. being included. sleepovers. MOMMYYY. saving kalena cause she sucks at swimming. acai bowls with extra honey, granola, and strawberries. napping in the car. sitting on top of my dad's truck. jumping on my trampoline randomly just because i can. laying on my trampoline at night and staring at the sky. chillin' in air conditioned rooms. when it's not death hot outside. TWINNY'S MASSAGES (not kidding, they're literally the most amazing thing i've ever felt in my life). the honor of being a Godmother (well, in the future). watching house bunny. scary movie days at moani's house. that amazing feeling when you're trying to remember the name of a movie that twinny just described, and then you actually figure it out. heartbeats. having no alarm in the morning, so i can sleep in til whenever i want. when my students really like my choreography. "i'm so excited for class today! i can't wait til homework hour is done!" homemade cookie dough. the fierce guys wearing bebe platforms in forever 21. helping twinny pick out the perfect purple rock necklace. when moani thinks she wore a bright orange top at her house when that's clearly incorrect. THAT TWINNY'S COMING HOME FOR FALL BREAK! planning for fall break. haunted lagoont(a punta). holding hands and skipping across the street while a man in a black truck laughs at us. swinging our arms so much that our shoulders are going to dislocate. boob hugs (now everyone laugh). how we take up ALL of the space in twinny's room just by standing there. "but...stop...that's...no...mine!" "so how was your naked party?...way to ease into it, tiana!" kalena's prog prog in talking to waiters/waitresses. learning to share and compromise. when things work out really well. barging in on people in the morning bahahahaha. getting into my car and seeing the Jesus pamphlet still on the ground in the front seat. going hard to "motivation" with moani while kalena and twinny stare at us like we're crazy. not crushing people when i lean on them. helping people. being useful. archery. when twinny really enjoys her presents from me. birthday weekends. fun times. the hangover crew. the cray cray crew. straight chillin'.
I am so F*CKIN' PROUD OF INFINITE (: Their popularity is definitely rising <3 They're so perfect in every way <3 I just feel like tearing up a little bit, haha. By the time, I go see them live they'll be know globally (: Which is really, REALLY great! But I do feel a bit sad since the fan signings will definitely be harder to get into, a little less intimate, & a little less time with them. But I'm definitely a proud Inspirit! <3 To be a fan around the "She's Back" era ^^ but all Inspirits are the same, no matter what time you were a fan of them, whether it was during their pre-debut days or you just hopped on the "Be mine" train (: as long as we all support them right? :D Gosh I love you Infinite, every single member makes who they are <3 I couldn't be any happier :D And even if they don't get #1 now they're still #1 in our hearts /gets bricked for cheesiness.
Hello Brooklyn.
August 15, 2011
Monday. Woke up not feeling the same. Not wanting to get out of bed. Not wanting to wake up. But I eventually I did. Got ready. Trying to distract myself but the same things went in my head. Jawstin finally came over. He finally saw my new apartment. Went to McD's and he got me sweet tea! I pretty much vented to him. Went back to my house. Started playing Akinator while watching The Final Destination and Spy Kids. He eventually went home. Left me alone to my thoughts. Watched The Change-Up. And yeah, Day 1.
I don't like wanting to tear up almost every five minutes. I really can't handle.