#092616

[hexvensent]

i didn’t mean to ruin us

[mcnamara-daily]

kat.mcnamara | 26.9.16

[mcnamara-daily]

shadowhunterstv: According to these calculations… Kat is ADORABLE. 😍 See you at @newyorkcomiccon in 10 DAYS! #NYCC @kitkatsmeow

[pstcrdsfrmvn]

[k-ferrer]

Just a year ago from today, I was that person who gave up everything for my friends - i dropped everything to help save them; no one did the same for me, now look where i’m at.

Thanks to those - i  can only drop everything for only a certain amount of people. 

I feel like i’ll always be a second choice - doesn’t matter who it is; even towards my loved ones. 

it’s cool i guess, it would just feel nice to feel like a priority sometimes yknow?

damn lately, i’ve been hanging out w my KAP ate and for the past nights, we’ve been simping and just talking about life.

i’m simping so hard right now lmfao well.. i’ve been for the past nights haha 

“two things: it’s either people are running to something, or away from something.”

“every yes to someone is a no to yourself.”

i can’t wait to see you again, i just wanna slow dance w you under the stars. 

[someone-hear-my-screams]

How many times can we switch seats??

We switched seats in math again, and I sit with a group of three friends. It's really awkward cause I don't know any of them and they just talk to themselves, so I kinda just sit there quietly trying to work on my math stuff. I kinda got the feeling that they didn't like me, which is understandable. In psychology, I also sit next to a group of two friends, and this girl that talks to someone at the other table, and a boy that doesn't talk much. So I'm very uncomfortable in that table. I felt like screaming and throwing up in that class, sitting by people I don't know doesn't really help my anxiety... My friend didn't come to school today, so I had to sit by myself at lunch. I don't mind that much, I was just listening to music and just on my phone. But then some seniors came and sat at the table I was sat at. They also made me very self conscious, like they thought I was a loser that sits alone all the time. I feel like screaming, I just wanna find an aesthetically pleasing (wow so aesthetic, much tumblr) forest and scream as long as I want. I feel like I don't "deserve" to feel sad and anxious all the time. I have a good life, I'm not "poor", I have an iPhone, I have nice clothes, it's like, others have it worse than me, and here I am still complaining...I'll try to stop.