do i want to role play with them: of course! i’m glad we took up the opportunity to.
an au idea for our muses: hmm. what if they were agents. or like, spies together. (don’t blame me, i went on a spy kids marathon today.)
a song for our muses:
do i ship our muses?: slightly, but they are just childhood friends!
what i think about the mun: bae. *boosts their ego*
overall opinion: i am very patient and i love how we have one thread full of angst and heartbreak from the past, while the other is fluff-- a crack at their life of being bestfriends for years. i love them a lot, makes me happy to see them on dash.
where was their first date ?: the beach- hyejung would drag them there to have the best view of stars and sunsets.what my muse would do to cheer your’s up: squish his face. kisses on his face.who wakes the other up with kisses ( and where ) ?: baek, probably. on the lips, nose, forehead.who would pour water on the other to wake them up ?: hyejung.how my muse would wake your’s up: she’d probably push him off of the fight.who would start a food fight while baking or cooking ?: baek.who would suggest putting marijuana in the brownies?: hye.who said i love you first and how ( or when ) did they say it ?: seeing the last time anyone admitted anything, baek would probably say it to stop her from leaving if she ever wanted to.who would get into a physical altercation over the other ?: baek.who insists on purchasing a pet together ( and what kind of pet ) ?: hye.who is louder ( in and out of bed ) ?: both hyejung.who takes more risks ( in and out of bed ) ?: also both are hyejung.who would bring up the word ‘daddy’ first ?: hyejung-what is their shared, favourite kink ?: they seem like the type to have vanilla sex but.. hyejung is wild so they’d have to find out in the future.describe their typical kiss: very sweet, holds a lot of emotion.how my muse shows their love for your’s: gentle touches, reminiscing thoughts of the past and bringing them up to prove a point that she still cares about him in many ways.their favourite ways to give affection: lots. like holding hands, doing the thing where the thumb caresses the hand, or cheek. backhugs, piggy back rides (hyejung loves getting them.)who is more dominate ?: hyejung.who sings in the shower ?: baekhyun.who washes the other’s hair in the shower ?: hyejung.who initiates shower sex despite being in a rush ?: hyejung.who teases the other under the table at dinner with the family ?: baekhyun.who has the weirder taste in music ?: baek, maybe.who would initiate dancing in the rain ?: baek.who would be the one to suggest marriage ?: since they’ve been together for so long, probably hyejung.what would they name their children ?: watch them name their children after their ship names.. **facepalms bc mun’s name is a ship name**who would their children take after more ?: baek.
Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for.
“@kxniel , i choose you.
to the boy that was the first to shake up my heart– the boy who was the first who broke my heart. for the boy who was able to let me hear colors.. he’s someone i hold dearly to my heart. to say that i don’t love him.. it’s a truth and it’s a lie at the same time. a girl as young as me, i don’t understand what love is. jisoo– sometimes i forget that that’s not his only name. knowing him as daniel when he catches me– drunk. on the streets. reconnecting with the girl he left a year ago. i don’t know, i’m rambling.. there’s too much to say.” hyejung places her hands on her cheeks, looking down. “m’not flustered or anything.. but you mean- he means a lot to me. this idiot named kang jisoo. you know? well, maybe you don’t know.” she scrunches her nose. “i- i don’t know. let’s just stop talking about this. i don’t wanna do this anymore.” shaking her head, she turns her back to the other who was asking. “i can’t believe you asked me that, baek. you know how sensitive the topic is to me.” intense romantic feelings meant falling in love. falling in love meant getting attached and dependent– which hyejung couldn’t approve of since most of her life depended on her being dependent on herself. “god damn it. cut. shut the video off. i don’t agree to this anymore.”
got it from here! // just three words. ‘nuff said.
just ignore him, hyunwoo. no one was there to help you when you first got introduced to this dump so there isn’t really a reason as to why you should feel obligated to help him out. besides, he’ll manage. he isn’t some kid looking for his mom. he’s just a grown man trying to make a living! just like you. he’ll be able to find the recipient eventually so just leave already.
and so he does. he continues his journey up the stairs without another thought, without another glance. he didn’t care. his life was on the line here and he wasn’t about to let himself get side-tracked by helping someone he didn’t even know. not today. not when he’s the one in charge of the afternoon shift where the sun is beaming down on him threatening to spoil his milk like a doting father-- but then again, who’s he trying to kid? was he really going to act all tough like his cousin? he involuntarily retraces his steps, counting quietly in his head ‘til he’s beside the other delivery boy again. “need some help? i sorta know this neighborhood like the back of my hand.”
“byun baekhyun!” she exclaims, stomping her foot when he starts reminiscing the memories that would ruin her ego. “stop! shut the fuck up-- don’t even dare go there.” but he did, and god hyejung was embarrassed. “sailor moon is the shit, don’t fuckin’ bring them into this.” she mumbles, depending her favorite show to watch when she was a young girl. she stood there in one of his t-shirts, too long for her to be considered a t-shirt. “listen. i was nine. did you think i had any common sense? your mother told you to help me to dress up. you didn’t even help! useless piece of shit.” the amount of curse words that slipped out could show how badly he had scarred her (not in a negative way.) she uses her hands to pull her hair up into pigtails, pouting before tilting her head. “that’s not. you don’t. you shouldn’t even be thinking of me re-enacting things like that. your eyes would probably stay attached to.. yeah. okay. next topic.”
❛ i wasn’t always this way! and you weren’t either. ❜
“you’re fine, you’re fine!” the girl exclaims, knowing that’s not what they were talking about at that current moment but it was just something she could say because there was nothing else to say. covering her ears, she shakes her head, unable to hear what he was going to say next. “don’t start, byun baekhyun.” pulling the name card was already enough to tell that she was going past her limit. her chest rises and falls in an unsteady pace, eyes glaring at the other. “i know what you’re talking about. i know that shit in the past was better than this. that i wasn’t an actual asshole and maybe there was a point in time where you didn’t skip your pills.” talking about their history was difficult enough, it felt like she couldn’t breathe. maybe she was the one who needed to take pills, and maybe he was the one who needed to obtain that ‘asshole-esque’ type of attitude. fingers sift through her locks before one of her hands is stuffed into her pocket, tapping her foot repeatedly. their history– oh man was it beautiful.
best friends.
byun baekhyun and yoo hyejung.
starting at the age of 4, yoo hyejung was born and baekhyun was one of the first people to see her. their parents were close and all, friends as well. with ulsan and yangju being at least 321 kilometers (202 miles) away from each other, either the byun family or yoo family would make their way over every weekend just to see each other. the time and effort put was always a time well spent. plus, it had the families bond over their kids in such a way that their eyes glistened with adoration. seeing their children grow up without any worries was truly fascinating. baekhyun would help take care of the yoo family by always being around hyejung. making sure the baby was fed, slept well, dressed well, and her health was also well. the yoo family appreciated this of course, therefore gifting him some school supplies such as journals, pencils, pens, and even some stationary. it was a small gift, but who knew what he could do with it?
age 6 hyejung and age 10 baekhyun, hyejung was learning how to read, baekhyun was currently writing up his own fantasies. he let her read them, with her growing up she voiced out her true opinions, whether positive or negative. at the age of 10, his imagination was more vivid, it amused the little girl because she always had a sense of adventure. curiosity pushed her to continue reading his books in the corner, stories embedded into her mind like fairy tales did for children. her fairy tales were what baekhyun wrote, and she’d always tell her parents about them. her parents had a look of concern, but didn’t question it. who knew that he had developed schizophrenia along the way, and who knew that he was skipping some pills?
age 10 hyejung comes along, age 14 baekhyun is by her side. she’s weeping– hysterically. he hopped on the nearest train to yangju, his parents hearing of hye’s mother’s death but paying no attention to it. as if they were ashamed that such a gem were to die under certain circumstances, but they knew what happened behind closed doors when hyejung didn’t. their mothers were close and hyejung’s mother had explained everything. oh, how the poor girl sobbed. tears kissed her fairly pale skin while his arms embraced her, taking her in and his lips press a chaste kiss on top of her forehead–that was it.
age 14 hyejung and age 18 baekhyun, he’s gone to seoul– not so far from his place. it was possibly closer to yangju, but he had seen her transform. from the girl who cared most about the people around her to someone who was so cavalier, if someone was dying she wouldn’t even blink an eye. that’s how she built herself up to be– that’s who she wanted to portray if she ever moved to her grandmother’s. knowing that she couldn’t handle her father’s abuse after three years, and another three until she hit the age of seventeen where her father drops her off to live with her grandmother. she knew it would happen, and there she asked her grandmother for baekhyun’s details. he was sitting in front of her, fingers locked with hers with concern embedded into his eyes. his mouth opens to break the silence– but she breaks it first.
