#1.24.16

[thefakejeffreyazoff]

Jeffrey in Cyclical Creative’s Instagram Story. 1.24.16

[cr0wfiend]

Have a random selfie

[1010w-ses1-3952h]

1.24.16

Oxx to Dublin Irl.

16 Philidelphia bhr@ night

[myquotebook]

I hate myself. I don't want to die. I simply don't want to exist

[an13ty-archive]

I got this from @sadlilghost

here’s the 100 truths tag 🔍👀

if you have an obscure/trigger you could come across without tagging , just beware there’s a lot here ^^ (religion- death- repetition- family- )

☁️ 1. name: rott (Rottweiler) or bird 2. nickname: ☝ , anything you want, I really love nicknames 3. favorite color: blue/brown/black/pink 4. gender you identify as: Demigirl questioning !! (it/it’s pronouns tho) 5. race: white (I’m Sicilian((Italian))) 6. age: almost 14 ,, !! 7. sexuality: aro/ace non sex repulsed 8. introvert or extrovert: I’m not introverted to a point of being exhausted in social situations but I lean more towards introvert 9. hair color: rly light blonde with lighter highlights 10. tall or short: pretty average for my age but fairly smol 11. sweats or jeans: jeans 12. phone or camera: like photo wise? camera, but I’d rather have a phone than a camera in any given situation 13. health freak: nah 14. orange or apple: apple 15. do you have a crush on someone: squishes !!! two squishes on people I know personally 16. guy friends or girl friends: I have more female identifying friends but I don’t prefer one over the other 17. piercings: I don’t have any piercings at all (not even ears) but I rly want a septum or an ear piercing that isn’t my lobe 18. pepsi or coke: I don’t like either so Sprite or ginger ale 19. have you been in an airplane and how many times: yes, a lot, probably around 25-30 times? 20. have you been in a relationship: yea h 21. have you been in a car accident: nah 22. have you been in a fist fight: with my sister, but I don’t think a punch like that counts 23. first piercing: lol I don’t have any 24. best friend: :,) 25. first award: graduating my old school lol 26. first crush: yike 27. first word: It may how been cow or moo or something 28. any talent? art 29. last person you talked to: my twin sister rn 30. last person you texted: probably my twin sister 31. last person you watched a movie with: my parents 32. last thing you ate: Frozen yogurt 33. last movie/ TV show you watched: teen titans 34. last song you listened to: adventure of a lifetime; Coldplay 35. last thing you bought:Frozen yogurt and a couple books 36. last person you hugged: I don’t remember lol probably my sister

☁Favorites: 37. food: idk see my last post 38. drink: water haha 39. fruit: pomegranate 40. flower: daisy and snowdrops 41. animal: idk see my last post 42. color: already answered this? 43. movie: meet the robinsons and interstellar lol 44. subject: Art 45. sport: sleeping 46. sports Team: >_> 47. book: I can read the graphic novel series Bone over and over again but idk 48. city: idk ny is rly gross 49. country: not America lmao 50. song: idk I rly love motley crew by thomston but I ant pick one

☁ have you ever? 45. Fallen in love with someone: I 46. celebrated halloween: yeah ! 47. had your heart broken: yeah 48. went over the minutes/texts on your phone: I’ve gone over data but idk minutes/texts, I don’t have anyone to talk to, you could just take away the phone part of my phone and I wouldn’t notice 49. had someone like you: yike™ yeah 50. hated the way someone changed: ? 51. got in trouble with police: no lol 52. had a party: nah 53. did something you regret: has anyone not? I wouldn’t change it tho 54. broken a promise: I hope not 55. hidden a secret: lmao my social media is a secret, so the majority of my life is hidden 56. pretended to be happy: :,) 57. met someone who has changed your life: yeah 58. pretended to be sick: yeah lol 59. left the country: yep 60. tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it: mhmm 61. cried over the silliest thing: yea 62. ran a mile: yeah,,, 63. gone to the beach with your best friend: nope 64. gotten into an argument with your friends: a long time ago 65. disliked someone: yeah 66. stayed single for two years since the first time you had a bf/gf or been single forever: yike yep

☁ currently: 67. eating: nothing 68. drinking: nothing 69. listening to: nothing 70. sitting or laying: sitting 71. plans for today: drawing/reading/homework 72. waiting for: to finish rhis 73. want kids: no 74. want to get married: no 75. want to travel: yes

☁ what do you look for in a partner? 76. lips or eyes: eyes 77. shorter or taller: taller? 78. younger or older: uh 79. romantic or spontaneous: I mean I like snuggling and getting gifts but I guess spontaneous 80. trouble-maker or hesitant: why is hesitant the opposite of trouble maker?? 81. hook up or relationship: relationship !!!!! I crave the attention 82. looks or personality: personality haha lol is that even a question

☁ have you ever: 83. lost glasses: not really 84. snuck out of the house: no but I want to lol I just have no where to go 85. held a gun/knife in self defense: no 86. killed somebody: no?? 87. broke someone’s heart: i hope yike but probably 88. been in love: this is so repetitive 89. cried when someone died: I cried when my pet rat died

☁ do you believe in: 90. yourself: uh 91. miracles: idk 92. love at first sight: idk 93. heaven: nah 94. santa claus: no 95. aliens: I guess? I think someone has got to be out there but we probably won’t find them 96. ghosts/angels: yeah kinda not really

☁ truthfully? 97. is there one person you really want to be with right now: yeah 98. do you know who your real friends are: no 99. do you believe in God: not really 100. do you easily make friends: I easily become acquainted but not really serious friends

I’m not tagging anyone but feel free to go ahead and do it lol

[an13ty-archive]

tagged by @sadlilghost , thank u !!

Food mention - repetition-

Name: I go by rott (Rottweiler) or bird on here

Age: :^p

Gender: Demigirl questioning

Pronouns: it/it’s

Sexuality: aro/ace (not repulsed)

Personality type: infp-t

Zodiac sign: Gemini- Taurus rising

Hogwarts house: idk ,,, lol how do I find this out?

Favorite color: pink/purple/blue/brown/black (not in order, blue is usually way up there)

Favorite animal: zebra? I don’t usually think about it, I also like capybaras and greyhounds

Favorite food: hmmm egg rolls and lasagna (I can’t have either tho I’m gluten free lol)

Favorite TV show: atlab, atlok, psych (I don’t rly watch tv so these are old preferences)

Favorite music artists: currently: Twenty One Pilots, stromae, sia, wet, karmin, the neighborhood

Hobbies: art (drawing painting writing) social media

I don’t tag anyone bc I think most of my mutuals have done this, but If you want go ahead

[velvetcinn]

1.26 I can’t remember the last few days again but they were good. today I went to my internship which seems like it’s going to be a joke. my preceptor doesn’t really seem to take it seriously. I’m in bed with my love while he plays fallout and I still enjoy it. I like watching and it also keeps him next to me. he did the dishes and rubbed my back and gave me lots of kisses and told someone the mark on his neck was from his fiancé heh even though I told him to say that. he says he’s really happy and I feel bad because I didn’t make him this happy all the time and the only reason it’s going so well is because I just pretend we aren’t even in a relationship. he says he’s sorry for taking the pictures. I don’t know. he deleted them but who knows if he really did. he says he feels dumb for doing it. he says i just rolled over and it just happened and I’m like ok well what else are you gonna do if things are ever in your favor… this whole thought is ruining my night. nothing he is saying about it is helping me feel better. he’s back to playing the game but it’s ok, I don’t want him to feel bad about it even though I still do. eh. getting tired. I just don’t get why he thought it was okay when he knew it wasnt. is this the type of person he is? 1.25 was nice, we just laid around and he kept telling me how he feels more in love with me and how he’s lucky to have me. I let him take photos of/with me, hopefully I won’t be finding anymore photos taken from when I’m asleep. he promised he wouldn’t do that anymore so I’m sad I found them again, even after how upset I was so it makes me feel like my sadness meant nothing to him. he said he took them because he was happy. who knows. anyways I also got drunky that night and we both felt really weird on the car ride to his house but it was good weird.

I can’t even remember 1.24…