#10:59pm

[choaswl]

بكره سكوتي عايزة اخرج كل ال خرا ال حاسة بيه كل الطاقة السلبية ال مخلياني مش قادرة اعمل حاجة، كل الحزن ال حاسة بيه ال طابق على نفسي و مخليني حاسة ب حمل تقيل مع كل كلمة و كل نفس باخده انا عايزة اخرج من ال انا فيه ده و مش عايزة ادوش حد ب الانا فيه كله في ال مكفيه بس انا حاسة اني مبقتش قادرة اكمل بالشكل ده مفيش حاجة بتتحسن انا من سئ ل اسؤا

[sevenpeaches]

10:59PM I sometimes wish I could meet someone better than my bf even though our relationship is good

Let me give you my personal experience with that feeling, anon, even though you never asked for it~ whenever I felt that way in my relationships, I already sort of knew it was over by then and that I was just playing it safe by staying with my current s/o. Because if I was looking for something better, that meant I wasn’t really feeling it with the person I was dating, and staying with them wasn’t fair to me or them. Idk, just my take on it. It could be different for you~ I’ll be quiet now lol

[xbaklangbabae]

Sinend mo to sakin nung Dec.16 palang and sabi mo iniinvite ka nila na isa ka sa mga gusto nilang mag represent ng university nyo, initial reaction ko syempre sinuportahan ko kasi yan naman hilig mo and yan yung passion mo. And lately if im not mistaken, this is probably one of the reason kung bakit lagi kang pagod at stress na stress dahil nadin sa rehearsals, lalo na't bukas at sa susunod na dalawang araw magcocompete na kayo sa baguio haha. Gooooodluck @jhellovesyou , galingan mo, galingan niyo. Wag ka magalala bff duties, kinontrata ko na mga judges. Haha char. Best of luck beb :)

[trvlytylar]

executing and accomplishing our goals all 2024!🥳

[xaviergalatis]

[llylaa]

i’m sorry i reacted this way

but i’m not sorry for trying to deal with it;

trying to explain myself,

trying to clear the air

to make room for good sentiment.

i know i didn’t handle this how i should have.

i know i should have communicated better.

i want to own up to these things and express

what it was that made me this way in the first place.

i’m not trying to put the blame all on you.

i really love you and

this hurts a lot.

i can’t just go to sleep like you did.

i can’t ignore what you said.

i need to talk to you.

i hope you come by in the morning but i know you wont.

this hurts more than a lot of things.

you’re three doors down and i can’t get ahold of you.

i’m not gonna barge in there like a crazy woman because that

will only scare you away further.

this is the last thing i want with you.

i think i need to get out of here—

maybe i’m dramatic, but

i don’t think I can handle this right now.

please step up soon and talk to me.

i know i can’t

say anything more to help this.

i hate this.

[2andahalfpotatoes]

and it’s just too bad, cause part of me just wants to be in your arms

[nudepalms]

healing has been a very emotional task that transcends in the most interesting moments. some days it’s the smiles and laughs I share with my kids. some days it’s the sadness in the pit of my stomach over throwing away old items. other days it’s waking up to coffee already made (from my first adult purchases, a programmable coffee + espresso maker) and then also seeing you make breakfast. It is the first time in a while I’ve felt secure for this long. I feel taken care of and I can say those around me feel taken cared of as well. I think these past couple of months I have been the most pure version of myself. I am so close to finishing off a month at my job. we celebrated an anniversary with painting, wine tasting and dancing around my living room. I feel like I’m floating some days but for the first time, everything in my life grounds me and reminds me to breath.