Initially,today was her day off, filled with leisure activities and errands she had postponed. First, she checked the most bothersometasks of her list, so at the end of her day she would have some shopping timeleft. The moment she entered the shopping mall, her senses told her to getaway. The ten years of association with the mafia had rubbed off on her,details now enough to raise her cautiousness. In the process of turning around,her amber eyes met a pair of violet eyes that would never be obliterated fromher memory.
Fear andanger flashed in her eyes, her face burning up in the process. Rapidly, one ofher hands moved to the gun in the holster around her leg, the one thing shewould refuse to leave at the Vongola HQ.
Not thatshe was naive enough to think this was enough to stop the other if there beneed, but she hoped to at least buy herself some time to get away.
“ VOOOI! SO A FUCKEN SWORD DOESN’T WORK T’
GETCHA TO UNDERSTAND THA’ I WANTCHA
KILLED BUT A D A M N GUN DOES?! ‘
Squalo BLEW the SMOKE off of the pipe of the gun; GLACIER eyes showing a spark of HATE && one of AMUSEMENT. After that it took ver only a couple of SECONDS to put the WEAPON away, holding out vis left arm to make sure the SWORD was still STEADY ON HIS WRIST.
cuz ur going into details about 100 white orchids. I throw u the url 1 more time
SEND ME A URL AND I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I THINK OF THEM !! ((... I mean... I could try... I guess. I may end up repeating myself a lot. Oh geez. Spare me.))
Under readmore because ofc still long and again, ish deep.
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Let me start off by just... CRYING. Why. Why did we do this to me? So sad. My poor fingers.
Anyways. Let’s see... so one of the things I didn’t go in depth about before.
So I already explained my trust issues. I’m kinda sneaky, I guess you can say? I like to sneakily find out information. Guess you can say that’s a bad trait of mine.
The reason why I say a lot of things that I don’t truly mean is to see how the other person will react. It’s in a sense, me testing the other person, kind of?
To see if they really mean a lot of what they say. Like do they really truly like me. Do I really think that they mean what they say. I can honestly say that Kou has passed each time.
Helps me know that Kou actually truly likes me. Also the reason why I just got so ridiculously attached to Kou, to be honest.
I just... how is it possible for such a person to exist? May be sinful, but def an angel. Yep. Totes.
I believe it. I really admire Kou for many things. My love for Kou is just. Idk how to really explain it. It’s strong though. I don’t really think I even know a word that accurately describes how I feel.
Is friendship soulmates a thing? idk man, but it should be.
Honestly where would I even be right now if I hadn’t met Kou. OUH!!!!!
OH! BEFORE I FORGET! That’s the thing I forgot to say in the last thing! Long rambles make my brain too scattered to function.
So, I’ve mentioned this in passing a few times. I’ve come close to quitting everything many times. The first time, I was very close to doing so after maybe my third week of creating the blog.
Kou and met around this time and we were starting to get along. I got too lazy the first time so I didn’t quit. I didn’t want to go around and talk to my current partners and tell them I was quitting.
After that there were at least maybe 2 other times I’ve wanted to quit. Kou is actually one of the biggest reasons I didn’t quit. I am that person who, if I quit, I have no longer a use for skype. I only go onto skype for RP reasons.
I would also cut all contact with anyone if I quit rp’ing as Haru. Since everyone would remind me of the hardships and the reasons why I quit. It would hurt. I’d just disappear and never talk to them again.
Now tell me, do you REALLY think i’d be willing to be Kou-less in my life? LOLOLOLOL-No. That’s a big fat no.
Also, I love the rps I have with Kou. I love talking to Kou. I honestly love seeing when more people go and talk to Kou and interact with them. Hell, I understand why some blogs though they don’t really interact with me (if at all) they talk to Kou. They are just that wonderful of a person.
I also suspect there is also the fact that I play as Haru and she doesn’t... exactly... have a lot of love in the fandom. That’s okay though. I love her enough for everyone else who doesn’t.
For real though, the amount of trust, affection and all that I have for Kou is not something that i’m used to.
Probably one of the reasons that I actually allow for them to tease me and I don’t really often try to fight back. Also another reason, which i’ll admit, that I actually try to be a bit cutesy around them.
Since they find me cute so why not? Why not just anti-up the cute a bit? If it makes Kou happy, I’ll do it.
AHAHAHHA;;;;; laaaaaameee alert.
I honestly do not really do the cute scene very often. Maybe with my mom. Maybe. Other than that. HELL NO! I do not really like being regarded as cute. I aint cute, okay?
I made the exception for Kou though. Kou is a special case. I’ll accept it for Kou if it makes them happy. Kikenn is also the other case, I think. Other than that, I secretly, deep down squint whenever someone calls me cute. I don’t take that. Only those two people I’ll allow to think of me as cute and I’ll actually consider it a compliment.
I probably allow for Kou to do so because I consider it Kou’s way of being affectionate since they really like to tease. I am the same way and I love to tease people. I find it cute. So if it’s the same way, I’ll allow Kou to think me as cute.
Seriously, i’ll do just about anything for Kou though. I love Kou that much. I’m a super duper loyal person and if you are able to actually get my love, then you’ll be hard pressed to lose it.
To be honest, I really doubt it would happen, but if we ever stopped being friends, I’m pretty sure my heart would actually break. It will find a way to break. I’ll find a way.
I feel like I forgot something else but oh well. I probably didn’t. //shruuuugs
SEND ME A URL AND I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I THINK OF THEM!! I already did this, but I’ll do it again. I’m a good sport.
DON’T QUESTION THE READMORE- WE KNOW WHY IT’S HERE.
Warning: REALLY REALLY LONG and also quite deep. It’s night time so my filter is turned off. Here comes very super honest Neo.
ALRIGHT. So once again, here I am to talk about Kou and what I think of them.
So you know I talked quite a bit about them in an rp sense. I feel like talking about Kou more so in the person-sense? Does that even make sense? Idk, I don’t care, actually. I’m in pain and i’m tired. Who cares for logic right now anyways?
SO THEN LET’S ACTUALLY START--
Kou is a person, like i’ve said a few times intimidated me at first. I can get scared of anyone, really, for the dumbest of reasons. I already told Kou about this, but I at first thought that perhaps they didn’t want to actually interact with me. However, they contacted me again at a later date. It really made me happy. I would go into the story but that’s annoying and i’m too lazy for that right now. It’s not a story too relevant for this anyways.
So... Kou is someone who is my angst soulmate. The reason I always mention this is because it was the very reason why Kou and I initially started to really get along. ANGST IS LIFE OKAY? LIFE, I SAY!!! To go along with that Kou would go along with a lot of the ideas that I had. A very enthusiastic ‘YEESS!!!!!’ was always calming for the nervous soul that belongs to Neo.
I’m thinking not a lot of people know this, but Neo has a lot of trust issues. I won’t go into why I have these issues. Kou already knows a few reasons as to why. I’m not about to go and divulge that information here. That’s for another time.
Now, the ‘few reasons’ that i’ve mentioned. That’s where I want to focus right now. As I’ve said. I have trust issues. I have a really hard time trusting people on an emotional level. Especially if I think the person is going to judge me. If I think for a moment they will judge me for anything I may say, I won’t bother telling them my stories, regardless of how well we may or may not get along.
Kou is someone who... is... very friendly, patient, and open? I’m not sure if open is the right word, but Kou is open. They don’t exactly judge people for who they are or what they do. OKAY, but if you are being disrespectful then obviously those actions are judged. So, I told Kou a lot of the things that have happened to me in the past. Which to me is kind of shocking. I mean, I’ve only known Kou for how long now? Probably 3 months? I’ve never really told anyone most of my stories in such a short amount of time.
Even my IRL friends, some only found out the stories after years of knowing me. Hell, some of them STILL don’t know my stories. So that’s a feat in itself that I trusted Kou enough to tell those stories to. I trust Kou to not judge me for things like me being abused and what not.
There is also the fact that I have a really hard time with being upset. Going into it very very simply, I don’t exactly know how to get upset. I was never exactly... allowed to be upset. So I struggle. I feel very VERY guilty whenever I do. I just spiral into a lot of self-hate whenever I do.
I may say shit, but most of the times I don’t really mean it. I kind of just say a lot of things to in a sense psyche myself out? It’s stupid. Don’t question my madness. I do stupid things to keep my sanity.
This is more for Kou (since I know your butt is reading this. Let’s be real). I say things a lot, but deep down I really have a lot of trust. I worry a lot, but I definitely have a lot of trust. I don’t really truly think that you and I would ever break our friendship. I kinda worry about it, and I voice it, but deep down i’m just: “Wut? Break friendship? LOLOLOLOL I’m not leaving Kou and damn no is Kou ever leaving.”
I could go into why I do this, but that can be for next time. //lazy and too much information to type out.
Alright, so in very simple terms what i’m trying to say is: I really trust Kou. A lot. Probably if my life, if I had to describe it. I’m the type of person who is protective of people but more so on an emotional level? What that means is pretty much if I feel like someone is fucking with Kou’s feelings, I will get mad. I may not always seem that way and I may seem very neutral at times, but trust me. I am a ball of evil intentions at those times.
I do not play nice if I think you are messing with my friends. Probably for Kou it’s a bit more on the intense, because i’m really really fond of Kou.
Just something about Kou just made me really attached to them. Probably the fact that they are really understanding? I will admit that sometimes Kou treads pretty carefully and sometimes it may be a bit much so then I sit there like: ‘am I just annoying them? Should I stop talking? //squints’ <-- only when i’m kinda just irritated though. On the daily, it doesn’t really bother me.
Again, a very super friendly person. I dunno if people will believe me or not, but if you thought for a moment that I’M the nicer of us two, that’s actually really hilarious. I can tell you right now that you are so off base.
Deep down, i’m just a horrible person. Okay, not horrible. Kou will be upset if I say that. I am really bitchy though. Super bitchy. Kou may seem prickly on the outside but Kou is super duper sweet. Like, seriously sweet. They seriously have a beautiful soul.
I like to consider myself a great judge of character. The fact that I warmed up to Kou this fast and i’ve gotten this attached to them means something. Kou honest to goodness is such a wonderful person and people should give Kou a chance.
All you really need is respect and Kou will show you how open-minded and wonderful they are. I honestly cannot stress this enough.
I think of Kou very often. Daily, probably. Many hours of the day. Why? They are that great of a person, to be honest. I love talking to them and I feel safe(?) when I talk to them? Like I know they won’t really judge me and they’re very loyal. Very much so. Also very sweet.
So many times Kou has said things that helped me not hate myself as much. Said something that I’ve wanted to hear at that moment. I’ve never regretted the moment that I’ve met Kou. Never.
I honestly love Kou so much. Sometimes I actually feel a bit bad. I feel like Kou gives me a lot more in our rp relationship than I give to Kou.
If I had to honestly say, Kou is one reason why i’m a bit more positive with my outlook on life. I get really happy when I think of Kou. I’m just really ridiculously attached to Kou. I’m sorry. It’s hard since i’m not used to being this attached to people so quickly? OTL
Kou is such a lovely soul. Just having them as company really changes things in life. One of the nicest people i’ve ever met in my life. I honestly forgot like 25% of what I wanted to say. I’ve rambled for too long so I’m starting to forget things.
I’m just going to stop here I think.
TLDR:
Kou is freaking amazing, A+++ person, much nicer than I ever will be in life, so sorry that i’m not that great of a friend, I am trying, and uh.... yeah. Go befriend Kou. I’m a great judge of character and Kou is freaking fabulous. You won’t regret it. Unless you disrespect Kou. Then you may regret it.
Ye. Maybe I’ll remember what else I wanted to say for the next time.
SEND ME A URL AND I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I THINK OF THEM !! ((I looked up ‘calmingflame’ and found no one. The closest url that I could find is ‘cleansingflame’. I’m... going to assume that’s the url you meant to send.))
Warning: I wrote for 3 people so of COURSE this is long. Save your eyes the pain and turn back now.
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@100-whiteorchids: KOU-BEAR! Other known as the Potato King to my cupcake Queen. A very good RP’er. Writes very well and has so many muses. I literally kinda just gave up on counting to be honest. I’m never surprised when Kou tells me, ‘I used to play that character before.’ To which I always reply: ‘I figured that’d be the case.’ Ahahaha. You will likely see Kou and I just duking it out on the dash a lot. (By duking it out we know I mean Kou is teasing me and i’m just whining. SAME DIFF)
Again, they have a multitude of muses that they play and all are played very well. Portrayal is definitely not something you need to worry about when it comes to Kou. The writing style, in my honest opinion is well written. I really like different aspects of their writing. I really do. What exactly I like about it? That’s for another time if you are curious enough. Ahahaha. I’m not about to make this a novel, please.
I dunno if anyone would dare refute me on this, but... KOU IS A REALLY NICE PERSON, OKAY? I’LL LEGIT FIGHT YOU IF YOU TRY TO TELL ME OTHERWISE. Kou is nice so as long as you are respectful. To be honest, some of the things that have happened to Kou would have revealed how bitchy of a troll I can be if they happened to me. I understand that Kou may seem intimidating at first. Hell, I was too. I really liked their writing style, and all the muses to choose from. [Yes, I get scared by stupid things. SUE ME]
I got over that and I approached Kou. Just be very honest with Kou and if you are going to take your time with replies, it’s always a good idea to let the other person know. That way they know you haven’t forgotten and you aren’t just ignoring them on purpose. It’s polite. I’ll mention that aside from being my potato spud spouse, they are my angst soulmate. Angst is always a good thing to have with Kou. Delicious angst.
If you are somehow still not convinced, if watching the interactions between Kou and I are any indication, Kou is easy to get along with and befriend so as long as you are willing to take the plunge and approach and be respectful. Kou is an excellent rp partner as they reply in a timely manner, they write well, portrayal is top notch, they are understanding (if you at least give them a heads up), they are an adaptive rp’er if really long threads isn’t your thing, they are always up for plotting evils, and they are an affectionate and patient human being.
Like, look at how well they put up with me? That’s evidence enough. If you aren’t following them, or if you need a sign that tells you to finally go and interact with them: THIS IS THAT SIGN. GO AND FOLLOW/INTERACT WITH KOU.
[[Yeah... I got heated up and this one ended up the longest. OTL Can you blame me? I talk the most with Kou.]]
@cleansingflame: I have yet to figure out a nickname to give to this mun yet. I’m leaning towards Lil Kou or something but I dunno. I’m sure I’ll think of something. (I’m so tempted to call you Kou cub because other the Kou is ‘Kou-bear’ and you are a younger Kou so ‘Kou-cub’ ahahhahahaha. Please ignore me)
So we don’t have any threads going on just yet, but I have seen some of the things that they’ve posted. Like answering asks or replies to threads. From what I’ve seen, they play a well portrayed Yamamoto. I’m very excited to rp with them whenever either of us can think of something to plot out. Orrrrr we’ll cheat and use memes as our first encounter. All good stuff.
So, even though we haven’t started rp’ing yet, I’ve talked to the mun through the im system a bit. A very friendly person and very easy to get along with. I like their company a lot. Good at listening to me just figuratively crying. Ahahahah- so sorry about that.
A very friendly soul, as I’ve said, so I think that they would be a lovely asset to have on your dash. They are still very new, so they are still probably editing pages around and what not. I’m sure that following them will not be something you’d regret. If you check your following list and see that their url is not there, I suggest you remedy that. GO GO! Did you click it yet?
Do it. I dare you. Double dog dare you. //neo please stop being weird.
@loyalrighthand: EMI! Alrighties then. So, what do I think of Emi? In terms of the character that they play, I very much enjoy their portrayal of Gokudera. Yes, he is played with a lot of headcanons in mind, but you know? So is my Haru. I am biased. Yes. Guilty as charged. Feel free to bail me out. Ahaha- okay, jokes aside.
Emi is a person who can be pretty headstrong, but are willing to listen to people if they come and talk to her about things. She doesn’t seem to take too well to anons giving complaints- which I can understand. Still, Emi is a person who is willing to listen if you take the time to explain why you have an issue with that she may be doing on her blog.
Or if you just have a simple question, as long as you go and talk to her, she’s very patient and understanding. Pacing of replies, I feel is good. I’ve no complaints there. As English is not her first language, I really respect the fact that she’s trying to rp in English. Mad props to Emi for that.
As for the mun, we get along rather well. We talk a lot through ask and skype. We talk about random things all the time or just... you know... discussing angst. Good stuff. Very good stuff.
So like with Kou, as long as you are respectful, Emi is a delight to talk to. I’ve heard that some people find Emi to be intimidating? I mean, given the muse being who he is, I can see why people may be intimidated at first? Still, Emi is a really nice person. They are friendly to those who they are fond of, and are willing to listen to you if you ever need to just vent or whatever.
If you aren’t following them, I would suggest that you do so. Why? Because I said so. That’s why. That’s a good enough reason, isn’t it? Yes yes? Good.
Send me a url and I’ll record my voice saying the url along with what I think of them. (I saw this right after I said I’d disappear so let me finish this real quick and then go back to studying. yeyeyey))
She hadn’t noticed the duo approach her and once baby Bel started to climb over her, she squealed from surprise, dropping the plush knife to the ground. Flustered and confused, she pulled the mask off over her head to get a better look at who grabbed onto her.
“Bwuah! W-who grabbed onto? Ha-hahi? What is a little baby-chan doing on Haru? Y-you’re naked! Hahi!”
Alstroemeria– FriendshipCamellia White– You’re AdorableChrysanthemum General– You’re a Wonderful FriendIris Blue– Faith, HopeRose Dark Pink– ThankfulnessRose Orange– FascinationRose Red– Love, RespectRose Yellow– Joy, FriendshipSunflower– Pure Thoughts, Adoration, WarmthTulip Yellow– There’s Sunshine in Your SmileViscaria– Will You Dance With Me? Enjoy my insane amount of flowers~
Send my muse some flowers to convey your muse’s feelings towards them! Because I cheated: A mix of Yama, Bya, and Goku –> Haru. Imma have fun guessing around.
Friendship [All of these boys]
You’re adorable [I’m trying to figure who sent this. Not Bya… probs?]
You’re a wonderful friend [I feel this is mainly Yama]
Faith, hope [mmm idk, maybe Yama mainly and maybe Goku?]
Thankfulness [Yama and Goku? Mainly Yama?]
Fascination [Something tells me this is So Bya]
Love, respect [I swear to lawd this better with Goku, I SWEAR]
Joy, friendship [All of them, or so help me]
Pure thoughts [Please let this be Bya. Save my Haru]
Adoration [Uh… Yama? Maybe Bya in the ‘lol this lil sweet fiend’ way]
