Why doesn't anybody ever fucking pay attention
And my mind. All I wanna do is shove a fucking razor blade through my skin and bleed.
But none of that matters.
I hate myself.
I dont think I can endure more hurt.
But it's inevitable.
The heartbreak.
Almost no one ever stays.
I'm always replaced.
Why would this time be different?
I just wanna trust and believe it's different.
Stupid fucking abandonment issues.
Head spinning.











